28th November

Work is getting more and more and i'm starting to have more and more fun with the different jobs given, complicated ones, simple and easy ones, a whole lot of stuffs for me to work on to prevent myself from getting bored, been working late for the past 2 days, trying to clear my work for the day. Sad news on monday, she might be leaving and i might be the only person doing the online creatives. How how how? Kinda sad when she told me her intention. Its a good chance as staying here is not doing her good in terms of portfolio. Work is stagnant and very few exposures in the company. Same applies to me, kinda bored at times, everyday, every week, every quarter doing the same thing, BANNERS! yes, it can be quite fun doing the creatives for the quarter but its once every 3~4months. Life can be quite boring... (ahem.. at least for me). Job satisfaction is definately more important than pay. Anyway... we all just have to keep our eyes open for better opportunities....

Updates November 24th~27th Nov

TGIF!!! gathered a few friends and meet up for a sumptous japanese buffet dinner. The guys are late, super late. Our hungry stomach decided not to wait for them and in we went and ordered our food. Had rounds and rounds of sashimi before they finally reached and other nice food like chawamushi, miso soup, shishamo, edamame, grilled saba fish, fish head, grilled fish skin, nabe, garlic beef, agedashi toufu and many more filled up our table. Literally ate till they closed for the day, got so full and sleepy. Almost slept my way back home on my bike, forcing my eyes to open big. Could no longer take it, KO once i landed on my bed without any shower. Woke up at 11am, not feeling very good, indegestion maybe, gastric came knocking on me. Couldnt stand straight, just have to roll myself together and hide in my blanket and pray hard for it to go. Slept throughout the whole afternoon, felt better in the evening, working halfway, and my goong, princess hour craze came into me and decided to give myself a little rest picked my fav disc and start watching. Hours past, still addicted to the show, decided to give myself a reason to stop work for the day due to server problem. Finished part of the show at 8pm and off i go Sembawang shopping center to meet my primary school friends for some catching up. been weeks since i last saw them, lorraine had a nice short hairdo. all sharing their "sister" and MC experience, sounds fun, well will be my turn as sister in 2 weeks time, so excited. Went to Liquid cafe after that, nice place to relax n watch soccer, 1 goal earn us a 30% off our next drink. Chatted till closing, and had a nice slow ride home and concuss.

Woke up at 10am, "damn! am i late?" the first thing that came to my mind. Dad invited "di zu" and we are supposed to wake up and "bai bai". Made it in time, 3 joss sticks to "tian gong", 3 to "shi jia mo ni", and 5 to "di zu". Have to go visit grandmother, her new maid is here, a 25 year old indonesia girl, same size as me. Mom cooked some noodles n brought over, Its been about 2 weeks since i last seen grandmother and she is still losing weight, getting skinnier n skinnier. Doctor have confirmed that her liver is failing which leads to the "blood lost" no blood is produced due to liver problem. Its now just a matter of time, round 1: 2 packets of blood managed to keep her healthy for 3 months, 2nd round: 2 packets only managed to last for a month. I dun wish to think further, just hope that I wont be busy for the next few months so that i can have more time spent with grandmother.

Left about an hour and mom brought me to try this magnetic chair, for 30mins, my stiff neck did improved a bit but i need a real good massage. Its been months!!! AHHHH!!!!

Reached home at 2pm, headache is getting from bad to worse since sat. Why? reason: due to no caffine intake for the past 2 days. Drank a cup of nice kopi tarik and i carried on my goong DVD. Finished at 12am. Did some last min changes and off to bed.

Monday blues? Not this week, job brief came in early and people starts to chase after me for my time, stressed but i'm happy, my monday is not wasted. Happily occupied. Knock off at 7pm and off to ktv session!!! Reached early and chiong some new songs which i dont think i would ever want to sing in front of others before i master it. waited for like 30mins before the group came in. It's been weeks and months since i last had a K session. I really need that to destress. Yes! It works!

Back home, work again, why so never ending?

Movies!!!

Was surfing to check on the upcoming shows.

Death Note 2

Light Yagami finds the "Death Note," a notebook with the power to kill, and decides to create a Utopia by killing the world's criminals, and soon the world's greatest detective, "L," is hired to find the perpetrator. An all out battle between the greatest minds on earth begins, the winner controlling the world.

Official Website
see Death Note 1 trailer

The Santa Clause 3: The Escape Clause (2006)

It's Christmas time once again and Scott Calvin juggles a full house of family and the mischievous Jack Frost, who is trying to take over the "big guy's" holiday. At the risk of giving away the secret location of the North Pole, Scott invites his in-laws to share in the holiday festivities, and upcoming birth of baby Claus with expectant wife, Carol. Along for the adventure are Scott's extended family, son Charlie, ex-wife Laura Miller, her husband, Neil Miller and their daughter, Lucy who, together with head elf Curtis, foil Jack Frost's crafty scheme to control the North Pole.





Spider-Man 3 (2007)

Peter Parker must face new challenges as the elusive superhero Spider-Man in this third installment.

see trailer

22nd December

What a day, paid $3.50 ERP to get a long jam from home to work, CEO from my current freelance company came to check on the region offices. We were all told to reach before 8.45am. Was the 2nd to reach in the creative team, the Executive creative director sure got kind of "LL" when he sees less than half the team in the office, can see the face of the CEO also not in his best tone. Well, another round tomorrow and i can go back to my late for work timing.

Left work on the dot and headed to Plaza Singapura to catch the movie Happy Feet. The starting made the audience burst out laughing, the story line is cool and the effects are simply astonishing. I like the character, Mumble, a strong-willed and brave little fella, but most of all he did the best tap dance.

HAPPY FEET
A comedy adventure set in the land of the Emperor Penguins in the heart of Antarctica. These penguins sing, and each needs their own special song to attract a soul mate. Our hero Mumble (ELIJAH WOOD), son of Elvis (HUGH JACKMAN) and Norma Jean (NICOLE KIDMAN) is the worst singer in the world... but he can tap-dance something fierce!

Official Website
Trailer 1
Trailer 2

21 November

Dunno whether its the right thing to do but i seriously need a break. Even though its a nice 1~2 hours of relax ride or just hide in my room blasting my speakers, I just need some time to be alone, clear my busy mind and think what to do next. Been working on this project till late late nights. Zombie in the day n night owl in the night.

A nice cooling ride back home after work and 10 mins of wet riding along SLE. Pouring heavily and god damn, i forgot to bring my raincoat. My mp3 player is at risk! Not wanting to stop by the road shoulder, managed to shift the mp3 player to the back n wack my way thru, the bottom line is "DON'T STOP or else your back will get wet". 10 mins late but managed to reach home in time to catch my favourite show's last episode! I wonder when i can get my shin goon. Shen caijing, JIAYOU!

20November

Its been a hectic day today, rushing the different projects but the lucky thing is that its not the account manager who is chasing after me for jobs and projects, instead i'm th one who is chasing after them to show them what i have done and to get approval before i can proceed with the other project. I hate to do multiple things at a time, one of the account manager asked if the HR had ask for a confirmation to become a full time interactive designer. And chances of getting more workload is higher next year. Is it a good news or bad for me? My reply to him is as long as i dont have to work till late night, i'm fine with it, and i prefer to have more different projects cos i dont really want that ONE portfolio after 1 or 2 years working here. Sounds reasonable huh. Perhaps having more workload means i can ask for more pay? Am I too greedy, YES, i felt so but hey!! who wont want to earn and save for a better future?

knock off at 630pm, rain just stopped and i was happily travelling along CTE and exited at braddell road, this is not my first time travelling from braddell and thus started my "holland" trip... made a big round from braddell > paya lebar > tanjiong katong > jln Eunos > paya lebar road > lor ah soo > yio chu kang link > serangoon garden way and finally my destination. took almost 30mins due to the wet roads and the huge traffic along the way. My GPS brain failed on me, was utterly disappointed with myself, to think that i been wanting to become a cabby, guess i better get my streetdirectory ready in my bikebox for my next "holland" session. Reached at 735pm, was supposed to meet at chomp chomp and all the menus were planned even before lunch hour and yet the place is closed for the day. DAMN!! Took out my handphone and saw 5 miss calls and 2 messages, i'm totally guilty to make my buddy wait for me without even sending an sms to say that i've hollanded and will reach a bit later. Had our dinner and done up our card and the wishes bottle, we proceed to Rebby's place, poor birthday girl grounded for a week. speedy recovery girl!!! All was surprised to see the pool table in the living and we played a few rounds after the birthday girl opened her presents. Home sweet home....

Plans for 2007

Still raining and stuck at home...
better make some plans rather than wasting and "nuaing" my precious weekend away.

Holiday, Finally decided to bring my parents for a holiday. Taiwan will be the first destination. Very excited now though the trip in in March 2007. Will be celebrating my parents 29th wedding anniversary there. Hope they will enjoy it.

Yoga lessons, been busy in 2006 and neglecting this precious art. really need to go into it. I seriously need some motivation.

Japanese Language lesson / Korea Language lesson, its been a few years since i last utilise my language cells... really need to pull my socks and start some konichiwa and anahaseiyo.

Plans ahead, any plans that can help my money grow money. Might take up programming course or take up some non-related subject to upgrade myself with a different set of skills.

Biking trips, much lesser of these but still looking forward to that one trip to thailand's songkran festival... I'm gonna missed the nice scenaries.

Dad planning to sell away the 1991 nissan march. If budget allows, might be sharing a new weekend car and start bringing my parents to short trips. Not missing too much of the scenaries thou... I WANT A hybrid car!!! =P

will be a self-improving year... hope there will be fruits of labour where i can relax and be clear of what i can do in 2008.

Updates Nov!!!

18th + 19th Nov
Still working n hey!!! css is fun!! but not as friendly as what i expected... used to be a "change 1 file n woala!! its up!! now its changing all components before i can see the actual product" good thing is... no matter how many pages u have, only need to update that one set of component and it sure saves lotsa time n effort... but its on when u master joomla and the art of css.

too lazy n tired to work part time... imagine 3~5 hrs sleep a day... who can tahan this mental torture for weeks... my "engine oil" is running low... i need a break but not now... AHHHH!!! dateline is today and thanks to the on n off rain.. i'm still home. I'm glad actually... the more reason i can wack like nobody business in the neighbourhood... *spank razzy for these thoughts* 55units in 4hours.. i doubt i can make it by today... should i?? oh man!!! decisions decisions decisions...

Plans
where to find money? work of cos... but there's an easier way to earn without even slave n slog like what i'm doing now... it'll take a lot more efforts and time in the beginning and your future will be nicely layed for you and you can do whatever you want to do without making any sacrifices. This is the life that i'm looking forward to and will make plans for all these after march 2007.

2006
2006 is a nice n happening year for me.. wait.. is it too fast to conclude 2006 now? Well, the next 2 months is pretty much planned and time sure flies fast. It will be work and part time and work again... my old no life working plans that i used to do in my early years.. so next year is play year... You must learn to work hard and play hard. Work hard for 1 year, play hard for the other, thats me. sometimes was quite sad to see my 2006 gone without much accomplishment but it sure is a year where i experiment and really push myself to my limits working hard for what i want and my beliefs... life is tough but no regrets. If you were to ask me whether i want to try it out again, i will say yes! provided my "backside" is well covered. Too many unexpected stuffs came in the way and suffocated me in a few attempts. Learn for past experience, there wont be any in my future attempts. Glad that I have supports from family and friends that i can survive so many ordeals... sounds hard right.. maybe its too exaggerating to say that word. I might look as if nothing big happened but its just a mask to hide my troubles. That is what razzy is. No one has ever seen the broken down razzy except my girlgirl and the soft toys... they are the ones who really understand me or rather they are the other side of me to know and understand and to comfort me. Dun say you understand me cos you havent see the real me. sometimes i dun really understand myself. the hidden razzy... *wrrooooaarrrr*


Future Updates
will be figuring out how about using wordpress after mastering joomla.. sounds interested web application... time to upgrade my old rusty brain and upgrade my skills... i'm too out of the IT industry although i'm still in the IT line... sounds complicated huh... i'm just too tired to talk sense now.. need tons of sleep to revitalize myself.... ~oooommmmmm.....

Blogging
Its good to know and reflect myself as if i'm looking at myself in the mirror when i'm blogging... some minor thoughts that i dun really took note then came into my attention, while i'm typing them out word by word. What were my initial plans and decisions when i'm thinking about what i want and hey! its totally a 180 degree difference when i reflect and taking things into considerations. Initial thought is a WANT and the selfish me. i want this i want that... but do i need it? any problems if i have it? anything that i will need to face and sacrifice if i were to commit to this impulse decision? Still trying to understand myself through blogging... who knows this blog might become the second razzy and you'll never want to jio razzy out to kopi cos u will know her better through blogging.. wahaha!! lame me.

TGIF part II

a lot of sleepy bugs are crawling out to devour me... still i have to get as must things up the next morning as possible... hours of css tutorial without pictures seriously is testing my patience... css template and joomla is really kinda tought for a IT dummy like me... and finally dared to hands on the project on the demo server... it was fun i would say.. at least for the css part... WYSIWYG is no longer the trend in web designing... now the designer has to code n see the possible visual up on her head... its not easy but once you get the hang if it, you are cool... one thing about joomla.. its a nice n easy so to speak cms application widely used in the current internet environment.. just that it can be quite messy and u will have to pull you hair going through the administration console and ftp n edit the files at the same time... still trying to get a hang of it... glad that lesley came to my rescue.. she really guide n explain the flow n logic behind so that i can easily locate the files tat i want. we both worked till 5am and all brain cells we serously crying for help...

woke up at 830am n went to bikewerkz to service the 2 bikeys... first to reach... not open yet... hungry pandas decided to look for some munchies and ordered wan toon mee and kaya bread + 2 eggs, coffee for me and tea for my little brother... nice meal but not too in the mood to enjoy the food... well at least i wont "LL" and ruin my early weekend.. back home at 130pm... got ready the laptop and waiting for lesley's arrival... too much joomla queries and we seriously need a catchup. work till 8pm and headed to the new tiong bahru market for some crave satisfaction... YESH!!! i ate the sins with fully satisfaction... been so long since i last ate so much sins for dinner. Oops... drive back journey is sleepy n stressed, had to force myself to open my eyes big big... reached home in 1 piece and started blogging my sat here... triple vision is making razzy even sleepier... nitenite...

TGIF

17th november.. Thankgoditsfriday... woke up blurry n warm... is it a sat or friday? the first thing i asked myself cause i really feel like spending a few more hours sleeping n do nothing else... is it a hang over?? felt a little headache... went for a nice hot shower before i set off to work. nice slow ride to work... weather is not doing me a big favour... started drizzling after i zoomed pass the first gantry.. pull over n wore my raincoat n off i go... rain starts to pour... and not wanting to stop by the road shoulder me insist myself to proceed without wearing my rainpants, seriously wouldnt want other road users to see the ugly side of me. Finally reaching the carpark, happily wack my bike up the slope to 2nd storey where the drop off point and bike parking space is and could feel a big fishtail on the way... totally freaked out me not wanting to fall on that scary slope had no choice but to throttle my way n fishtail my way up, gripping my tank as hard as i could.

what a busy day for me today, stressed but it indeed was something i hoped for... more work!!! at least i wont feel that i'm paid to nua (relax) a very fulfilling day.. managed to solve some new problems and get something up fast... my brain is happily enjoying the trash session...

had BK for lunch.. mushroom swiss burger with fresh milk and fries.. simple small fast food with my buddy... before heading to meeting at temasek towers.. a simple 30min session... hope we get the project... every project counts.. but still wanting to test the market rate... hehe...

910pm and still working on the stupid css template.. my stupid brain still not able to digest what's instored for me. How How How!?? really need to upgrade myself... JIAYOU RAZZY!!!!

back to work...


tobecontinued....

16th November....

finally a 9 years long run, the couple finally got married... words could not describe my feelings, so happy for her, wish the couple loving forever and quickly give me a little irene...


the cousins got together and its been a nice long chat since ah yang's wedding which is a year plus ago... though i'm the oldest sitting around the table but i feel myself in my early 20's when i'm with the cousins... we'll just do n talk whatever we want laughing happily... anyway... we got the same purpose sitting together...

DRINK!!! ordered rounds n rounds of red wine n brandy coke and happily bottoms up with each other... i really love their company... how about a ktv session? i asked myself... maybe should propose our first KTV session...

yeah!!

sad sad...

too many sad things happened while i was away, happily enjoying my trip...
grandmother warded after weeks of coughing...
primary school friend's grandfather passed away
my secondary school science teacher passed away cause of stomach cancer...

what's next??? i hope there wont be a next....
='/

8 Nov, time flies

Been 2 years since navinder last came back from australia to visit us. still looks the same, stupid n blur me got tricked by her with the help of cat n weiping (now know as wenhui) ... told me that she got married to a chinese guy n had 2 kids... was suspicious but i took her words n blurblur believe in it... lol...

went to marina square billy bombers for dinner n chatted the whole night.. she went europe for 2.5weeks visited the places we can only see in movies n visualized when we read the story books and she went alone.... awwww... nice photos she showed us... how we wish we can go there too... she's going back next sunday but tons of red bombs next year will bomb her back to us often.. hehe.. so looking forward to friday, st james night out =]

dunno y i'm crazy over this show... lol

Goong (궁) is based on the same titled manhwa by Park So Hee.

A story about the love in face of tradition, politics, and intrigue. Korea is a constitutional monarchy and the Royal Family lives in a grand Palace, the Goong. Story opens with a startling diagnosis that the King is terminally ill. Faced with the decreasing popularity among the public for the Royalty, a grand wedding for the Crown Prince, Lee Shin, is decided to be the best publicity move to improve the image of Royalty and at the same time prepare Shin for immediate succession. The intended bride? The headstrong, awkward, and sweet spirited Shin Chae-gyung that just happens to go to the same exclusive art school. Chae-gyung was betrothed to become the next Crown Princess by her grandfather and Shin's grandfather.

As in life, humor maskes the pain in this beautifully shot drama.

Cast
# Yoon Eun Hye 윤은혜 as Shin Chae-gyung
# Joo Ji Hoon 주지훈 as Lee Shin
# Kim Jeong Hoon 김정훈 as Lee Yul
# Song Ji Hyo 송지효 as Min Hyo-rin

can i have the bear bear??

Oh man!!! 1 of these bears cost $100 over SGD... Can you believe it?
but they are simply irresistable.
=P

princess hour... i like

awwww....

update update!!!

been busy for the past month. so many thing happened and so much things to do and worry about...

shareen accident, busy with part time, huifang's birthday, guohao's wedding, melaka day trip with my sec schools friends on car, marilyn's sister gathering..

had lotsa fun n kena sabo big time.. but i like... never dared to see myself in dresses n those girly outfit... well. i saw a few different me over the past 2 days... thanks to the sisters gang... funny me, look weird.. or maybe i still cant accept myself that way... they say nice means nice ba. lol... so looking forward to marilyn's big day... this is my first time as sister and i'm really enjoy every single minute when we are on the topic, especially the saboing part.. wahahahaa!!! poledancing, braselection, sour, sweet, bitter, spicy test etc... hen's night too.. must make sure i wont say a single "sorry" when i'm drunk and hope i wont puke... got some serious discussion to sabo the couple...

cheers =]

5th Oct... still missing u...

years passed...the pain is still in me... still missing you...

super shag day...

was so sleepy n tired yesterday after hours of surfing n nothing to do work... wats da point of having me there when u have enuff ppl to work on the projects... glad that situation did improve a little.. only got an hour's of "zou bo" time.. n the rest all rushing like mad due to some changes n cannot make up their mind mode.. 5+pm happily clearing whats need and with ammple time to go toilet n relax a bit before heading to collect my documents.. end up.. a rush work came up and a 20mins job turned to be a 2hr 30mins job cos i'm a action asp script idiot... was so damn irritated when i was there trying hard to solve the problem n everyone else were laughing away n chit chatting across the office... took my earplug n alas.. peace... still could not totally calm my heart... a pair of eyes constantly focusing on me.. i know.. n i super duper hate that kinda feeling that i once had. but what to do?

anyway.. i learnt something out of this company... at least they appreciate the efforts made.. a simple thanks and have a great weekend shuts down my stress for the day...

considered the first to reach work place at the design department.. *ahem* excluding the "directors" tired n shag after a 40mins ride frm home n focusing hard while squeezing between cars... luckily this is not my full time job... a few more months and sayonara... hope everything goes fine and no more shenton way for me..

raining since late morning.. DVD screening cancelled... met the 2 cute girls for kopi near my place. wat a good chitchatting and laughing session i had.. how i wish i can have this destressing session everyday after a hard day's work.

should i??

my DR settled, lesser stress... but still stressed... need to find more $$$ to clear my other loans...
thousands and thousands of "should i" keep popping in my mind for the past 1 week.. time no enuff, money laggi no enuff... time for my part time halfed cos of work... OT, OT and more OTs... though limit set but still no longer able to send out all 30 documents a day... at least my petrol is covered for... lesser stress... stressing between the 2 jobs... more n more stone i get.. boy, i need more sleep... seems like sunday is the only day i can sleep n rest after my part time... hopefully not like last sunday... 36 documents took me 5hrs due to rain... got totally drenched and no choice.. back home, changed to car and carry on... back home n KO from 5+pm till 9am the next day... any quicker way to earn $$$ ?

feel like cancelling my life and savings plan, all sucking my blood dry every month... when will i be more sensible and spend my $$ wisely?

dilemma...work vs money vs dreams

work vs money vs dreams

work = money = dreams
work too much, got money, no time for dreams
dreams too much, work not much, money not much
dreams too much, money not much, work n earn that much
money not much, work too much, dreams?? dun think too much
money not much, dreams not much, no need to work too much

so much to think i dun even know how much work to complete to earn that much of money to fulfil that much of dreams i'm planning....

i vote for dreams...
family vote for money...
down to bottom line we all still need to work...

*ahbish* razzy

what a birthday celebration

17hrs spent in total
woke up late.. wash up n zoom off to meet my secondary at khatib mrt station last cabin. Lucky i'm not the last.. been quite some time since i last joined my friends on public. kinda blur and shocked when i see the mrt fare... reached somerset mrt station.. all took a slow stroll to our destination, orchard cineleisure kbox. been months since we last went K. not so nice klunch food.. some of them not full yet... so dropped by shaw tower (if i remembered correctly) the one at beach road.. bought tickets for "Ghost Game" and all rushed to get our hotdogs, nachos, popcorns and just in time for the movie. think most of us finished our food a few mins after the show started... cos we are hungry or *shhh* cos we want hands to cover our eyes when the scary part comes up... me and weiping, now known as wen hui were the scady cats... want to see but dun dare to see type.. the rest are laughing at us after the show... *paisei*

went bugis junction seiyu to roughly see what are the dress we can get for wenhui's wedding.. generally nice but still not to my shape n size.. gotta lose more weight!!! went to V8 for dinner.. had beef lagasne... but my heart is on the rest spaggeti.. looks good man... wanted to grab more nice food... but i better not... was ard 9pm and can see all were tired.. so they took the northbound train home while i transfer to the northeast line to clarkequay station for my next appointment.. ling n karen were early... walked doubly fast when i got their sms... but seriously.. i cant holland cos i'm on foot from the station to mohammad sultan. was trying hard to remember my way there.. took ard 20mins to reach and i'm "pouring" again... *cutshort* finally one by one reached and we are ready to party... got kinda high after my first drink *cant remember wat*... went for the second, vodka 7up... nice.. slurp... all went to the dance floor and had a nice dance lesson with dajie... POWER!!! It was so fun!! but i still cant dance... lolx...

went back to our table... finished and we went to get our second juggies... damn!!! one for one just a few mins after we ordered.. shared a long island tea with aubrey, had a lychee martini. I enjoyed every drinks *slurp*.. aubrey taught me fist game... i kena a lot from there... and finally the lamboginis came... had 2 and was pretty high... things are spinning but im still sober... went to look for dajie... she's getting me a lanyard from one of the clubbers who got it free with a bottle of Jim Beam... and the guy buy us a brandy coke... went back to our table a few sips and was kinda stoned... ah xue came.. yeah!!! had my 3rd lambo and totally spinning and vision is blurred... every step needs a backing... find walls or table i can find... finally rested at a couch and KO i goes... the next thing see is brightly lighted up double O.. Party is over... kena taken a lot of candid...
so far only remembered that i puke a couple of times and was walking fast n recklessly... thanks to marilyn and rick for sending me n dajie home...


*cant remember much when i KO... a lot of missing content filled up by karen, ling and marilyn but i shall not post.. =P*

razzy's birthday trip to melaka 26~27th August 2006

clock ticks and razzy still not going home to sleep... met up with a few primary school friends; lorraine, liqin, meiqi, guohao, weiwen, jincai for dinner, bowling and mahjong.. gathering ends at 615am and off i went to GP esso to meet up with the small bikes convoy moving off at 7am. glad that all reach on time and manage to see them off.. waited for ard 30mins and kakak is here with her "mercedes" mazli.. yeah.. a 11 more ppl and we are ready to set off.. 8am.. times up.. a few late due to the jam.. most of the group are ready to set off.. so all gathered and a short briefing.. where to top up, where to meet, where to eat... and off we go when the last man reached. reached pagoh at 10am... waited till 1030am and the sweeper and the fast bike team still nowhere to be seen. me n kakak were worried.. call a few of them but no one picked up.. later another group of bikers informed that there's one bike tire puncture after the 2nd toll. at least a *phew* that at least they are safe n sound. we decided and shoot at 180+km/h to ayer keroh r&r to meet up with the rest while waiting for the "punctured" group. went to the adidas store..having big discount offer eien, aubrey, claurene shared my pressie.. ask me to choose one from the store... got myself a nice white jacket... hehe...

waited till 12pm a group of 10 lamboginis reached ayer keroh caltex and all of us with or without camera rush to the beautiful cars n too pictures... paisei.. but hack care.. they are simply irresistable. waited for another 10~15mins the melaka bikers reached and we are all ready to meet up with the "puntured" group at alor gajah toll. went to one of the melaka biker's place for wedding convoy celebration... took some time.. was kinda paisei cos it wasnt part of out itenary... finally 3pm and we all get to go sericostal hotel..

glad that the hotel reserve lots for the bikes. rooms settled, all rushed for a quick shower and off to jonker street for chicken rice ball.. ordered roasted chicken, white chicken, otah, dumpling soup, beansprout, tofu.. all full but baba chendol is still on our list.


went for one and went to makotah parade for shopping!!! had robbins basket icecream.. nice.. kinda tired but dun wish to end the day liddat... kelly and christopher are at the sticker shop!!! me and kakak quickly walk over to meet up with kelly.. went to our room.. waited for the others to come back n put their stuffs and 2nd round of shopping at jonker street and baba chendol... went back at ard 11pm.. had a quick shower.. a bit stone.. went to collect the breakfast coupon n back.. the room is filled up with the riders and their pillion.. for a nice chitchat session.. kakak passed me a cup of rum coke.. later loud knocks at the door.. they asked me to open the door cos its my room ... didnt expect much and was kinda irritated cos the banging goes louder n louder... opened the door with a big force and i saw a blueberry cake with happy birthday candles litted nicely in front of me.. the room roared with birthday song... was so touched.. hugged chiaki.. trying to hold my tears of joys n surprise back... THANKS ALL!!!

cut the cake.. everyone has their share..*i hope* and the chitchat n drinking session carried on... didnt know what time it is but i got more n more stoney... fell asleep

woke up at 8+am didnt want to get off my bed.. one by one woke up and we all went for breakfast. back to the room got our wallets and went to jonker for my baba chendol and the rest ordered assam laksa. back to the room n took an hour's nap n took a quick shower, packup and ready to checkout.. eric took us to the petrol kiosk via the shortcut way and we are on our own groups n convoy back to singapore...


my last ride with my r6.. a sudden saddness in me... rode slow hoping to have more time with it... passed by the road block.. *lucky me* didnt kena cos no speeding for me.. reached gp r&r.. hadkambing soup for dinner... topup our tanks n back home.

my wishlist

i want a pair of army boots with a nice thick gel padding
1 want a pair of enduro tires for my Dr -- Got it!!
1 want a nice gel seat for my Dr
1 want find a way to fit a set of shrouds for my Dr
i want to change or rebuild the suspension for my Dr
i want a airfilter for my Dr -- Got it!!
i want $$$ for my next insurance and road tax renewal
i want a new hair do for myself -- Got it!! thanks buddies
i want to buy nice clothes n chuck off the blacks in my wardrobe Got it!! thanks buddies
i want a nice touring bike soon so that i can pillion my mum for trips


but what i want most is a healthy mum... a happy mum...

my first clubbing =]

was so excited the whole day yesterday... my first clubbing with my friends.. been wanting to go but no kakis.. finally clock ticks 630pm.. knock off n went to collect the documents and off to meet my budddy... had dinner and had my first makeup... keke.. feels weird in the beginning but hehe.. kinda fun... left at ard 915pm and reached the waterfront hotel at 950pm... *phew* we reached early... cooled down n the 2 kakis reached on time... waited for quite some time for sam... expected her to be late as usual.. but this time a bit tooo late... the 4 of us stood at the lobby waiting.. waiting... and finally called to check on her... yup.. lost her way... expected.. let her try find her way here.. we waited for another 10~15mins... nope.. still not here... gave her a call and got kinda pissed off when the same sentence came out again n again even when i'm giving directions... kinda mad... and went to fetch her... finally all ready to party!!! queue till 11pm and finally we got into zouk.. coool!!! loud music, all kinds of ppl with nice clothings, i was wowwing all the way!! all the new things just flushed away my tiredness...walking to the 2 dance halls... felt as if i'm in the human crowd maze which i dun really like thou... ordered our drinks... vodka orange if i'm not wrong... didnt know its that ... thought just normal orange juice.. gulp one glass down in less than 15mins... got another glass in my other hand.. slowly enjoying it... how i wish i had my vodka red ruby with me now... but got to ride home later.. so... fat chance... no more drinks for me... keke... finally we finished our drinks.. went to the dance floor.. all dancing very happily and there i am.. trying hard to "dance" .. paisei or i dun have any dance genes in me... =}

2am and all tired.. went to the coffeeshop n had our drinks and home sweet home...

woke up early morning to have my shower... tired but happy... not much work today... surfing ard n checking out on different partyzones... ministry of sound next... yeah!!!

songs songs...

now training this song... hehe.. i just love jay's and fang wensan's lyrics... that little pinch of classical with a touch of modern taste...

a song specially for my buddy...

was surfing the mtvs singing to my hearts content and i founf my budd's fav jay chou song... this is for you...

monday... super blur n busy day...

woke up at 9am as usual... wash up, dressed packed my babies in the bag n left for work... made a half tank cover n a tailbag for my dr and was so excited to fix them on my bikey.. reached the carpark.. feeling so weird... y?? was puzzled for a few seconds before i realised where's my "head"?? damn.. forgot to take my helmet.. went back home, took the helmet n walk out again... on the way, i'm still felt weird... must have forgotten something again... stopped my the staircase... search my pockets, search my bag n damn.. forgot office keys... want back home again... took what ever remembered and quickly walk to my bike.. fixed the goodies up and off to work... reached office a little late almost 10am... worried that client might call.. so quickly grab the phone n put it next to my laptop... prepare for the battle of the week... wanted to format the laptop.. but still some minor stuffs to work on.. so carry on with whatever i'm left with... got a few panicky moments when trying to get a site up and at the same time trying to login to the client's site... error logging in.. damn.. till now... time 11.13pm and i'm here still cracking my brains on how to log in to the server!!!! ah!!!!

dilemma... i dun wish to get hurt... again...

a year passed... though even in my dreams i dreamt we are friends again but i'm in a dilemma... she's leaving soon and not coming back that soon... specifically wanted me to go for the gathering... i know the accusation that i feel i'm not guilty of will come to me again if i face her... call me petty or a coward.. i dun wish to get hurt again... the scar is still deep inside me and i'm still trying hard to get it healed... no matter what.. although i have apologised to her over msn.. but i feel i owe her a face-to-face apology... should i go??

class 6N6... after 15years....

Time flies... 15years passed in a blink of eye...
we've all grown up... with different jobs, interests, status, but still share the same childhood.. a bonding which all of us treasure very much... lost in touch for a few years and some for as long as 13years... believe it or not.. we are back as a family again. like what lorraine mentioned in her email... 3~4 years down the road... we will have little fellas running around us when we meet up for our group gatherings...

20years of bonding is hard to get especially when u r only 26 now...
treasure your loved ones =]


razzy

Chalet 2006

Its the big gathering of the year for JPS class 6N6!!! and i'm so glad that the group just got bigger n bigger... reuniting the "long lost" classmates.

A few took leave and met up early on friday morning to buy what ever necessary drove to the chalet for checking in... i was kinda late for that *oops* so touched when liqin, lorraine, weiwen, yanjun are waiting for me for dinner... we had steamboat, to me its only chinese new year that i get to eat "homecook" steamboat.. sort of like the first time having steamboat in the homely way, felt so touched... later guohao n wife and jincai (one of our long lost classmate recently found him when he saw lorraine in friendster) reached and joined in... did some clean ups and start with some games to keep ourselves fresh, played swap and jenga extreme.. loser gets to drink whisky on the rock or vodka 7up. I WANT I WANT!!! but no chance to drink it... hehe... went to changi village for kopi and to catch some "beauties" and met up with our "chalet booker", junwei aka mr firefighter before we head back to the chalet. Played mahjong... been so long since i last played... lost some money but hey.. i sort of know how to play liao... hehe.. played till 4am n we went for a short nap... woke up at 730am... had a quick wash up and lorraine, liqin and weiwen are already preparing breakfast... had french toast and sunny side up with kopi and prepare for the next program!!!

drove out 2 cars to changi village and went to the jetty for our fetty to Pulau ubin, been years since i last went, my second trip to the little island though... a little phobia from my last trip.. i need someone to hold my hand before i dare to make the big step to the land. Rented bicycles and off we go!! we went on normal road first cos its been quite sometime since lorraine last rode a bicycle, but she made big improvement in an hour's ride... later we went to the bumpier roads... SHIOK!!! i felt like i'm doing trailling on bicycle... its so fun!!! took some pictures and all tired riders decided to go for some 100plus and lunch. Lorraine had a small fall when we are on the way to rest.. minor abrasion... luckily we got some medication on hand.. had a long wair for our drinks and food.. not that nice but hey!!! thats the fun of it. weather is getting darker n getting more windy... so we decided to give up the round 2 exploration n head back to mainland. damn!! paid 10 bucks for only 3 hrs ride.. wasted.. =P

The ferry ride back is a rough one but i love it!! feeling is like u r drunk and feeling so high.. went grab our cars and do a round 2 of shopping.. back to chalet prepare for bbq and played mahjong while the rest watch tv n some catching some rest... been losing yesterday but luckily we are not playing big... but glad that i won $9.60 for that round.. Cool!!! i'm so proud of myself for that game... qingyuan and xiuwei (our 2 ah sir) reached with a few friends... was kinda tired and yanjun havent got a chance to play so pass the good seat to him and went for an hour rest. KO immediately. woke up at ard 6pm, he is sure winning and smiling from side to side... and there i start to set the fire while the few started to take out all food for the bbq... yanjun and lorraine later went to pick our special guest.

fire is nice and all prepared... a lot of nice food indeed... slowly one by one came to join in.. huina and husband, meiqi, chunfu, jincai's girlfriend came. Finally our special guest Miss Tham reached!!! tears almost flow out when i saw her... the feeling is beyond words... we all gathered rounded her and she remembered almost all of us... i went back to the cooking while the rest chatted with her... finally i passed the cooking tongs to the wife n girlfriend and all gathered and took a class photo... finally my turn to get a chat with my favourite teacher... was so touched when she tagged me a "no nonsense girl", i'm glad i'm a good student in her eyes... 2 more years before she retires and start to learn something new... Miss Tham shared her stories when she was teaching in hanoi.. there's this part when she was telling us the ride on "motorcycle taxi" in hanoi when she hugged me from behind to show how the riders want pillion to hold them.. felt so loved..seriously and at the same time so paisei cos i'm so sticky n stinky from the cooking... clock hits 11 and Miss Tham decided to go home, guohao n wife then send her and meiqi home.. me and 2 other classmate see her to the car and waved her goodbye. I'm so proud of her... and proud of myself for being her student.

bbq is over... all satisfied n overate... went for a nice hot shower and watch SEVEN... lorraine went to sleep halfway the show and left 7 of us watching and 4 playing mahjong n the rest sleeping. night is not young but me n liqin not too in a mood to sleep... went to kajiao the guys for chitchat... later played psp till late and off to bed...

woke up last as usual... wash up and did some packing n cleaning up of the room before the chalet officer came to check before checking out. went for a nice breakfast n Home Sweet Home....

~ The End ~

..........

what am i gonna do next??
anyone has part time lobangs for me... after 7pm??
so despair n disappointed when i know that there's no documents to send until friday... gosh... another 100 bucks lesser to earn... damn... friday is payday but dun think its even enuff to payoff my 4handphone bills x 2mths... what's next? just have to pray hard petrol prices wont rise further... pump till i want to faint... where to get a 22 or 25litre tank for a DR200 to last me for a week per pump?? 1st link will be my next frequent place to visit soon... yeah!!! who cares even if there's a jam... just hope that everything goes smoothly and get my transport bike asap...

felt so helpless......

bills bills n more bills... i can breathe no more!!! never felt so helpless n finally saw myself such a spendthift when i was earning well years ago... shouldnt have bought so much insurance... shouldnt have allow my itchy backside controlling me...and many more shouldnt have... no regrets although the pinch is there... i hate monthly installment n bills... my personal spending is not even a quarter of the total expenses... blame it on myself... no more extra expenses please razzy... at least for the next 5mths... better buck up on yr part time... i dun see even a "3" coming in from the 2 weeks efforts... u r too slow!!! dun plan things on the smooth side.. plan on the harsh side... things wont be smooth sailing for u this year.. remember... dun hope for any extra incomes that will ease yr stress... work for it... not hope for it...

stay lean n mean....
step 1... minimise / stop as many monthly installments as possible
step 2... less entertainments
step 3... lesser meetups = lesser fuel expenses
step 4... walk more n travel less
step 5... eat more bread... wahahaha!!!


felt so stress n helpless whenever the calculator pops up in my monitor... I dun need help... razzy!!!! U BETTER BUCK UP!!!

got a part time!!!

wondering if i'm the first lady rider on despatch...
was very glad n happy that i found this document despatch job or rather a job that best fits my schedule... been to a few interviews weeks n months before but non justifies as much as this... first 2 days was fun, rode round my neighbourhood, quite a number of new things i never see before, like parks, kopitiams, some other neighbourhood shopping places... also i see different "backgrounds"... it was fun but personal feedback after these 2 days: i rode very "hiong" n a bit reckless... fell sick again after the 3rd day... flu + fever... after an hr or 2 under the hot sun... i'm too weak!!! *spank razzy* need more sunlight to provide more energy!!! i want to be more tan!!! duh... officially down after 5+pm in the evening... starting to give up after a few heartpains on my bikey... hard to kick start after 10+ engine on n off with in a few mins... got a flast rear tire... and started to ask myself: "does it justify? is it worth to do this?" angel n evil side of me were still battling hard to win my vote. a very good set of questions i received from friends, family n myself... "what other partimes are you looking for?, what kinda of working hours are you looking at? what else can you do?, Do you think these jobs u r looking at now justifies for the time you spent?, U need money ah?" started to worry even more when i see my aMo runs low after 5 days of intensive refueling due to the despatch job... $55 for this week... equivalent to my 2weeks transport allowance... been thinking a lot... calculating for umpteen times... i have to!!! stick to this untill i get a better job or till the biz is right on expected track. I just need someone to remind me again n again... thx..

just finished the last stack of documents... hey... i feel more toned, tones of sweat, need slightly lesser sleep, more energetic, shed 1kg due to the job + sickness in 3days.. (see the best slimming methods) at least i dun feel as useless as that few weeks back... i'm doing something now...
walked 10 times more i walk in a day, see 20 times more different ppl i see in a day, climb stairs 30 times more i climb in a day... =]

reminds me of my primary school motto... Strive to Succeed.. I will stick to it n live to it...

plans: downgrade to a better FC bike no more/cheaper installments lesser burden, even lesser touring after the desaru trip save more vitamin M, shed at least another 8~10kgs by jan next yr, give my loved one some surprises, lesser surgared stuffs... i have enuff sweetness in me...

Strive to Succeed..Strive to Succeed..Strive to Succeed..

DOWN...

down with fever and indigestion after the lunch... felt so weak n pukey n breaking cold sweat in the freezing working place... which is the culprit? the vegetarian beehoon or the calamasi drink? went home n KO after work... sleep all the way till 12am... feeling so feverish inside and so cold outside have to on the fan n cover myself with the blanket... i hate tat feeling...woke up at 12am... tot its 6/7am in the morning... but simply just cant sit up straight cos the world just keeps spinning n spinning without my permission... "ka pok" lie down again n waited for another few hrs n finally the chill is over... stretch my hand n reached for my waterbottle n got a few sips of water... went to toilet n cool myself down quickly drank a cup of crysantimum tea... n went back to sleep again... starts to break out sweat... mom came to check on me... then she realised tat i had fever.. got me a cup of herbal tea and a wet cloth to place on my forehead... slept all the way till 8am... still feeling giddy... mom ask me to take mc... i heed her advice after a few attempts to get up n washup... called the person in charge that i cant make it for the day n KO till 12+pm... 24hrs of empty stomach.. still feeling bloated... mum cooked porridge... my fav... so ate a few mouthful and another round of herbal tea..

fever on n off for a few times... and still so bloated... but managed to force some burps out... much better... xiexie mummy for taking care of me, xiexie bbb n panpan for accompanying me... *muackz*

a song, just for my family, my friends, my soft toys.. my loved ones...

hoooweee!!!

had a wonderful weekend...
finally get to sleep to my hearts content and managed to be a good girl and stay home accompany mum... sad to say.. after 26 years of mother-daughther relation... i only got to know that my mum is actually a fan of 5566 and kimura takuya... *pengz*...didnt know she is also a "zhui xing yi zhu" my mom...

brought her to food fest last evening... she enjoyed the ride and the trip there... we shared a bowl of sharksfin soup.. bought her strawberry jam she's been looking for. *tot she dun like strawberries all along* bleah...

asked her whether she want to go 3ncr with me this year... the question from her is: "you going alone or in a group?".. was kinda surprised when she pop this question as i would expect her to say "dun go lah, so dangerous". so glad that she finally accepted me touring on bike. Thanks mom...

plans for 2006:
1) earn big $$$$
2) bring mom to thailand on bikey
3) organise a bbq session just for the family

feel like giving up.... dilemma

every biker will soon meet their maker... even the safest and most careful rider, all protected too will end his life on the road... though i dun really know him, but it kinda saddens me that another fellow biker i know left us all. RIP...

3 deaths which once again sets me thinking... should i ride? though the passion is still there but i wouldnt want to hurt my friends and family this way... i'm scared, i'm really scared...

finally after weeks of torture

for more than 3 weeks.. this neighbour staying above have been scolding n scolding from 745am... it got worse today... all the other neighbours could not longer stand the noise pollution n a "war" broke out... scoldings and screaming from windows to windows asking that lady to shut up... vulgar words came off from the middle aged lady... could no longer get back to sleep... so got up early, wash up n changed.. by 835am.. the quarrel stopped... peace at last... dragged my tired body, on my way to carpark and i see the patrol car parking at the drop off point... Finally... someone called the police... no wonder she stopped so early today.. peace at last.. hopefully i wont get to hear her voice again... yeah!!!

Songkran + Kuantan 2006!!! 12~16 April

Day 1
12th April
Reached GP Petronas at 530am... guess i'm a bit too early waited till 610am still no sight of the team. A few minutes later a R1 came n made a uturn to GP ESSO... so after a confirmation check.. i turn to ESSO to group up and after briefing and a group photo shoot we shoot off to first stop machap.

going at 180km/h ~ 200km/h, we reached machap in less than an hour... refuel n shoot off to ayer keroh for our breakfast. A 45 mins breakfast break before we set off for the next stop Rawang then to sg. perak... a long n scary journey... couldnt keep up the speed.. slowed down cruising at 100~110km/h.. rule: go straight till u see the marker... slow n nice ride until passed 3 tolls... some of the roads dun ring the bell.. "am i on the wrong road?" i asked myself... for many many times till i saw the tunnel.. *Phew* yeap.. i'm on the right track... so shoot all the way at 180km/h till i see the marker to the R&R for lunch...

Gather at our bikes n took a group photo almost dropped my bike while trying to push my bike away from the pool of water before "boarding", luckily managed to straighten if back *phew*... And off to Gurun n then changlun. After Malaysia custom, rushed to get our thailand insurance done and quicky grab a bottle of blackcurrent vodka and off to the thai custom. Took almost an hour to get our passport chopped and bike registration done before we moved off to our hotel. Halfway there.. it started raining.. didnt grab my raingear... supposed to be songkran.. so lets get wet!!


after 10~20mins of jam, we finally reached the hotel!! parked n unload the luggage and quickly went to our rooms for a quick wash up... gathered at the lobby in 30mins time, took a group photo and off for 160baht buffet dinner at Lee Garden, level 33.

everywhere is dangerous when the time is approaching. we took a lot of turns whenever we see group of ppl armed with waterguns... end up couldnt get to change for thai currency. Went for dinner and off we go to the battle zone... tried means n ways to prevent from getting drenched but still... kekeke... enuff of getting splash n shoot..

we decided to get ourselves armed and fought ourway through the rest of the night... went back to the hotel at ard 12am, had a nice hot shower and did foot massage for the girls and a bottoms up with adek before i KO.


Day 2
Woke up at 8am.. still.. we are late... already a few guys getting ready for the battle... *RULE 1: NEVER LEAVE YOUR HOLDINGS WITHOUT YOUR WEAPONS!!! got our ammos ready and set off for breakfast. BUT! still got drenched from head to toe even before we step out of the hotel entrance... went for a quick breakfast with adek, shareen, dawn and peter. Had fried chicken and prata.. nice n shiok. Back to the base and prepare for war. Got ready 2 tubs of ice water, "enemies" on big pickups, kupkias, tutuks from all directions with their pails and waterguns ready. we fought well.. ran to the road and halt them and began splash and shoot. First time getting drenched this way... lunch time soon.. we stopped and gathered infront of our bikes for a platoon photo taking....

went back n get ready for the next war in the central area along Lee garden and Grand Plaza Hotel and MASSAGE!!! 240baht for 1.5 hrs instead of 2hrs... not too good service but definately a great hide out from the chaotic situation out "there". Reluctant to change back to our wet clothes but our hungry stomach calls the shots... went further down to the makan street for lunch... bought fried chicken, drinks, dessert, beef noodles *slurp* delicious... walk our way back, ran out of ammo so got powder paste and start putting on "makeups" for my friend and the people who tried to do the same to us.

war ends at 8pm...finally get to walk along the streets "dry" went to the night market for dinner and shopping. Not much shops open but managed to get some souveirs... me, eien, kwan, annie and marilyn went back to the hotel to put our stuffs and off to west side salon for the party. The feeling not like the last round... maybe cos i'm too tired... still all enjoyed the drink and ambience.

went to peep at different pubs along the way back and went for a quick supper


Day 3
woke up early again... peter not feeling well... vomit n diarhoea.. since last night. went to tabao for dawn who took care of him the whole night.. later off we (5 girls + our hubby eien) went to bigc for a shopping!! bought a lot of stuffs and back to hotel for party.. munching n drinking and chitchatting till we got a bad news... one of the hornet riders got into an accident.. the local died on the spot due to head injuries and the hornet rider (shaun later sent to the nearby hospital) his family members later went to ipoh to fetch him home. Alan (the leader) and romat went to ipoh to check on shaun. my turn to have diarhoea... bombed the toilet a few times... so paisei.. luckily got better after i swallowed a bottle of chinese medicine.. then met up with adek's friend eddy later lead us to the night market for dinner and shopping!! i rode marilyn's s4, pillioned her while eien pillion adek. been so long since i last rode the s4.. i miss my spec III so much... bought a lot of things... i shouldnt do that.. arghhh but all are simply irresistable... went back to hotel n another round of drinks and fell asleep while watching TV...

Day 4
woke up at 6am... gear up and gather at the carpark and prepare for the next destination, KUANTAN! "small" Eric fell sick, not in good condition to ride. So peter took his bike and dawn pillion "small" eric's girlsfriend... nice long ride via KL > Kuantan instead of the original plan gerik highway due to the accident the day before... had lunch at sg buloh instead of rawang cos the marker overshot... so the group followed.. changed to my raingear cos of the on off rain on the way... a lot of corners and nice scenaries along the highway to kuantan.. later started raining heavily... feared of skidding... i slowed down to 100kn/h later "big" eric on ST11 zoom pass going at 160km/h trying to reach the next pump station n mark for us... weather is slightly better after a while but the sky is getting darker... a few of us not too confident in doing night riding playing corners on wet roads so followed slowly... later i tried to catch up and mark the next exit.. all went pass me and off i zoom to find the next marker... big trucks everywhere in kuantan town... jam brake and filter left when i see the next marker... a few overshot.. have to get of bike n did a reverse... anxiously trying to catch up with the group in front... couldnt find the next marker... went straight to the trunk road leading to trengganu... on the opposite direction, the headlights of kawa, blackbird, st11, super4 and a "red eye" cbr1000rr zoom passed me... i suspect its kwan's group and i think i'm on the wrong route... but impossible to do a uturn on the trunk road... so further down the road, did a uturn and tried to look for my way to regroup with the others.... finally after 15mins of "hollanding", i found the group parking at the bus stop. later managed to get help from the locals and he lead us to our hotel... all dead tired... i dun even feel like going for shower... just aim for the bed.. but adek insist i go for shower... so went for a quick one and jump on to the bed and sleep... 2hrs later... adek woke me up for dinner... marilyn met her cousin staying in kuantan and went to buy dinner for us... nice satay and chicken wings!! YUMMY!!! later eien and simon came over to chitchat and party... i slowly fell asleep while chatting with marilyn.

Day 5
Woke up at 8+am.. went for breakfast... and back to the room for nuaing session... entend our stay to 2pm... later dragged our tired bodies to our bikes, geared up and off back to singapore... took mersing trunk road to kulai...
nice corners n scenary on the way... saw small goats along the road... going too fast at one point till i could "siam" the carcass of the dog.. i rolled over it... can hear the bone cracking sound when i rolled over it... OMG!!! i was grabbing my helmet and "AH!!!" marilyn from behind laughed at me... lol...
along the way saw a FY plate K5 from another group crashed... rider suffered minor abrasion but the front of the bike gone... towards mersing... marilyn skidded and got injured on the left n right knee and suffered abrasion at the right tummy... quickly tend to her wound waited for her to recover from shock... luckily she's got better after resting for a few minutes... later dawn took my bike... xiaop pillioned the injuried and i rode the bruised bike... off we went to the end of the trunk road for regroup.. and rode to the next pump station for refuel.. wanted to go for kulai nasi lemak at first but shop not open on sundays.. so went to the restaurant nearby for dinner... later to GP Petronas for final topup and photo shoot and HOME SWEET HOME!




~THE END~

Virgo

You need someone to lean on -- and fortunately, you've got plenty of options. Just because you're used to giving help doesn't mean you can't ask for it. It's tough to remember that you don't have to go it alone, but try.

Virgo is the sixth Sign of the Zodiac, to be exact, and that's the way Virgos like it: exacting. Those born under this Sign are forever the butt of jokes for being so picky and critical (and they can be), but their 'attention to detail' is for a reason: to help others. Virgos, more than any other Sign, were born to serve, and it gives them great joy. They are also tailor-made for the job, since they are industrious, methodical and efficient. The sense of duty borne by these folks is considerable, and it ensures that they will always work for the greater good.

Virgo is represented in modern Astrology by the Virgin, although this association should not be taken literally. Rather, Virgos tend to take on some of the qualities of a Virgin, things like modesty and humanity. Some might consider them repressed, although Virgins would argue that it's a noble quality, as opposed to a negative one. Most of all, Virgos enjoy indulging their practical and logical side and poring over their projects to the nth degree. To say these folks are good at fact-finding almost understates the case, since Virgos revel in their exacting (some would argue pedantic) behavior and are a whiz with minutiae. Virgins are an asset in the workplace as they can be counted on to get things right the first time, every time -- and no detail will be overlooked. They are also balanced and fair in their assessments in keeping with the Mutable Quality assigned to this Sign.

Virgo is ruled by the Planet Mercury, and as portrayed in ancient Roman mythology, Mercury wasn't one to sit still for long. This swift-footed god was a bundle of energy, both physically and mentally, and that pretty much sums up the Virgin's makeup. A Virgo's brain is in overdrive most of the time, which is why these folks get so much done. Those born under this Sign are also able communicators and use their mental acuity to maximum advantage. All of this brainpower can make Virgins prone to skepticism, and can even lead to the kind of overthink which surely leads to overkill. Thankfully, though, Virgos are also a studious lot and can temper their worst impulses with a bit of careful analysis. Virgos enjoy studying a situation in great detail, whether it's a work project or a friendship. Virgins are truly interested in understanding things. The bane of many Virgos is the perfectionism which can get in the way of their usual clear thinking. 'I'm not a perfectionist; I'm discriminating!' a Virgo would say, happy in the knowledge that their taste is unparalleled. Along those lines, Virgos are also neat and clean, save for the occasional sloppy Virgin (they do exist). Virgins are also reliable and practical and oh-so-useful to have around.

The Element associated with Virgo is Earth, and in keeping with that, most Virgos are grounded, salt-of-the-earth types. The flash and dash can go to others, since Virgos would much rather be humble and easy-going. That said, Virgins do enjoy material possessions and are (dare we say?) picky about what they bring into their lives. Some might even go as far as calling them self-centered, but it's really more of a desire to surround themselves with what's right -- for them. This knack for discernment also serves Virgins well in business, where their decisions are usually dead-on. Those born under this Sign are eminently sensible and use their critical eye well. While Virgins can be worrywarts, they do their best to temper these impulses. However, if this nervousness goes unchecked, it can lead to hypochondria, that ugly skeleton in the Virgo's closet. For that reason, Virgos are extremely health conscious, to the point of being storehouses of information on diet and hygiene. Many Virgos even choose a health or medical career so they won't miss a beat.

Working out is elemental for Virgins, if only so they know intellectually that they're helping themselves physically. See, the benefits of exercise are far more important to Virgos than the process itself. That's why Virgos are likely to time themselves on their runs and get in those 300 sit-ups every day. When it comes to the game of love, Virgos are able to loosen up somewhat and are devoted to their lovers, even if they can be a bit jealous. Since Virgo rules the intestines, worried Virgins need to be wary of bowel upsets. Soothing relief often comes in the way of earth tones, which is why Virgins like to be surrounded by shades of tan and a warm yellow.

The great strength of the Virgo-born is in their practicality, sharp mind and attention to detail. When merged with their willingness to serve, Virgos become essential helpmates. They can be picky -- so what?

damn it....

hate it..\never ever get bike from S******Y
super duper bad service... after 2mths still liddat...
settle the r6.... now left with s4...
$150 to pay for the early settlement n problems free or just hack care n be firm n get more n more headaches in future... decided to take the easy way out... blame who?? myself who else... blame it on my itchy backside lor... *piak piak*

*chant*
n
no more installment bikes for me.... get from private owners n pay full for it...
no more installment bikes for me.... get from private owners n pay full for it...
no more installment bikes for me.... get from private owners n pay full for it...
no more installment bikes for me.... get from private owners n pay full for it...
o more installment bikes for me.... get from private owners n pay full for it...

curse the 2 bikeshops... damn it...

my first time....

first time "niao" at people...
wahaha!! fun n scary... niao till i trembled within me...
2mths n 7days and still proud owner of s4 n not on r6... pissed...

"i'm gonna go to CONSUMER to report that bikeshop... if i'm cant get my logcard by sat, i can jolly well push back the bike to u and u give me back my s4"


sianz... s4 sold liao.... just that its still under my name...
previous owner for my r6 still nt in sg... cannot do transfer... wat is this...
ANGRY!!!

think about it

對己嚴﹐待人寬
think about own cons before digging others faults

pissed n stress

i dunno how long i can take it... all these stressed is choking me and i really need a place to let out soon...KTV anyone??.... tough decisions to make n made... i will survive... this is the next challenge i'm gonna face for the next few years down the road... i'm not sure whether i'm ready for it... but i'm sure i'm all in... only success no failure.... anyone dares to challenge shall face death in the online world... put horse come here... i'll fight till the end ;
WORK WORK WORK!!! MOTIVATION!!!


*tough gal razzy* =(

why R6??

almost 90% of my riding friends were puzzled y i got this baby..... y not a 1000cc?? alot of them tot tat i will get a fazer...
reason that i gave is 600cc is powerful enuff.... i dun need more.... at least for now....
the other reason... i made a promise to a friend, my motivator, someone whom i look upon to when we took our class 2A together that i will ride her dream bike on her behalf...

tested the rider's limit... satisfied n happy... time to KIV my interest for the time being...
next move... WORK!!!


let the fazer baby wait for me for a few more years ba....

how ppl think of me... good n bad

in wat ways i'm weak...
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=razzy

Arena (known to self and others)

Blind Spot (known only to others) aloof, simple, childish, embarrassed, cold

Façade (known only to self)

Unknown (known to nobody) incompetent, intolerant, inflexible, timid, cowardly, violent, glum, stupid, insecure, irresponsible, vulgar, lethargic, withdrawn, hostile, selfish, unhappy, unhelpful, cynical, needy, unimaginative, inane, brash, cruel, ignorant, irrational, distant, boastful, blasé, imperceptive, chaotic, impatient, weak, loud, vacuous, panicky, unethical, insensitive, self-satisfied, passive, smug, rash, dispassionate, overdramatic, dull, predictable, callous, inattentive, unreliable, foolish, humourless

Dominant Traits

100% of people think that razzy is aloof
100% of people think that razzy is simple
100% of people think that razzy is childish
100% of people think that razzy is embarrassed
100% of people think that razzy is cold

All Percentages

incompetent (0%) intolerant (0%) inflexible (0%) timid (0%) cowardly (0%) violent (0%) aloof (100%) glum (0%) stupid (0%) simple (100%) insecure (0%) irresponsible (0%) vulgar (0%) lethargic (0%) withdrawn (0%) hostile (0%) selfish (0%) unhappy (0%) unhelpful (0%) cynical (0%) needy (0%) unimaginative (0%) inane (0%) brash (0%) cruel (0%) ignorant (0%) irrational (0%) distant (0%) childish (100%) boastful (0%) blasé (0%) imperceptive (0%) chaotic (0%) impatient (0%) weak (0%) embarrassed (100%) loud (0%) vacuous (0%) panicky (0%) unethical (0%) insensitive (0%) self-satisfied (0%) passive (0%) smug (0%) rash (0%) dispassionate (0%) overdramatic (0%) dull (0%) predictable (0%) callous (0%) inattentive (0%) unreliable (0%) cold (100%) foolish (0%) humourless (0%)

Created by the Nohari Window on 1.3.2006, using data from 1 respondents.
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in what ways i'm good...
http://kevan.org/johari?view=razzy

Arena (known to self and others) brave, caring

Blind Spot (known only to others) bold, cheerful, dependable, friendly, happy, helpful, independent, kind, patient, sensible, trustworthy, warm

Façade (known only to self) adaptable, introverted, quiet, shy

Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, calm, clever, complex, confident, dignified, energetic, extroverted, giving, idealistic, ingenious, intelligent, knowledgeable, logical, loving, mature, modest, nervous, observant, organised, powerful, proud, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sentimental, silly, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, wise, witty

Dominant Traits

100% of people think that razzy is independent

All Percentages

able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (25%) brave (25%) calm (0%) caring (50%) cheerful (25%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (0%) dependable (50%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (0%) friendly (25%) giving (0%) happy (25%) helpful (50%) idealistic (0%) independent (100%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (0%) introverted (0%) kind (50%) knowledgeable (0%) logical (0%) loving (0%) mature (0%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (25%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (25%) sentimental (0%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (25%) warm (50%) wise (0%) witty (0%)

Created by the Interactive Johari Window on 1.3.2006, using data from 4 respondents.
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