Friday, July 15, 2005

FRIDAY!!!!

YEAH!!! Finally.. friday again..
this week is so sloooooow..... wait n wait for so long for this day...
no mood to work.. *spank razzy backside*
rounding later... hehee... i love it.. lucky last night went payou... dun have to worry abt petrol later... should i go NCR??? still thinking... must quickly find a roommate to confirm the trip... or should i join the other group??

anyway..... have a great weekend everyone!!!
V.(^0^).V



*back to sleeping mode*

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

duh...

met up with some girls just now for dinner... kinda got a shock from one of them asking" hinting me if i'm going to ********* after dinner .... i was like "HUH".. apparently someone has been spreading rumours abt me... and some kaypoh ppl hint hint to see if its true... COMEON LOR!!! I RATHER U ASK ME STRAIGHT THAN BEATING ROUND THE BUSH!!!! i did nothing wrong lor... my consciences is clear... hate those back stabbers i know who u r and not just one... u jealous or wat??

:box: :box: :box:

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

mememe...

Sun in Virgo, Moon in Libra

Both inwardly and outwardly you are tranquil, easy-going, practical, and full of common sense. Your individuality is essentially hard-working and subservient. Your subconscious mind is afraid of taking the lead in human enterprises and prefers to play a secondary role. Your inner self is constantly preoccupied with detail, and this should make you a very careful worker. Outwardly, you are a Libran person. People view you as companionable and compliant. When you love someone, it is more as a compliment to yourself than to satisfy any deep emotion. You are usually very diplomatic and tactful in your dealings. You work better in professions that require culture and cleverness rather than anything physically rough. You could become a very good diplomat or contact person.

There is some tendency to indecision and hesitancy. You find it very hard to say no, and you regret your decisions. You try very hard to please other people and many times you fail through your own anxiety. The key to a better development of your being is to harmonize your inner intellectual qualities with your socially oriented personality.


Ascendant in Taurus, Venus in the Fifth House

At the time of your birth the zodiacal sign of Taurus was ascending in the horizon. Its ruler Venus is located in the fifth house.

Taurus is the second sign of the zodiacal belt and within its rulership there are determination, common sense, possessiveness, and a tendency to seek material wealth.

You appear as a solid, secure, even slow person, fond of moving along tangible lines, disliking abstract speculation.

You are loyal and steadfast in your affections. Your overall attitude is amiable, exhibiting much patience in dealings with other people. You are a sensuous person who likes to indulge in healthful but always pleasurable activities. In spite of this, however, you have a tremendous capacity for exercising both will-power and physical strength. A major difficulty you encounter in life is due to your inflexibility; once you have made up your mind, you are closed to all other suggestion or opinion.

Venus, the ruler of your life, was found located in the fifth house; the house of love, pleasure and children.

This is regarded by traditional astrology as one of the best positions of Venus. It directs you toward success and towards obtaining benefits through art and related areas.

Harmony in domestic matters is another feature of Venus here.


Sun in the Fifth House

The Sun was found in the fifth house at the time of your birth. This is a very significant location for the Sun.

There seems to be a progressive and gradual expansion of your feelings, especially the generative ones, throughout the years. Your life is oriented towards success in matters of enterprises, businesses, speculations, and society and pleasurable activities. Your love life promises to be very rich and will list many rewarding emotional attachments. In love you conduct yourself with dignity and certain poise.

Your pride is very sensitive in matters connected with your emotional nature. You are easily injured if your possessiveness and majesty in love is threatened. You can be very magnanimous and forgiving with the object of your love, and you will extend many positive qualities along with natural protection and strength.


Venus in the Fifth House

Venus was found in the fifth house at the time of your birth. At first glance this denotes rich, intense, and pleasant emotional events that will enhance your psychic nature. You are a person who could be regarded as fortunate in love and very successful. Whereas Venus grants the basic capability to reach full enjoyment from love and emotional involvements, it also indicates a tendency to be somewhat inconsistent, volatile, and changeable in romance. Although you are capable of loving intensely and with devotion, the tendencies are to lose interest after a certain time. You would be in a better position if you could exert some control over your span of interest.


Saturn in the Fifth House

Saturn was found in the fifth house at the time of your birth. Circumstances may oblige you to appear humble and patient in connection with love affairs and as a response to obstacles that will come between you and the object of your love.

It is possible that unless you can exert good control of your temperament, the obstacles can create a response from you that is harsh and severe. You must view these matters in light of the spiritual cause and effect.

We advise you to be very careful in business speculations and not to become involved in operations that have a risky element.

You should make an effort to become involved with the various human experiences of love so that your communicative power is increased. You must be sincere with yourself. Secretly you nourish the desire to be involved in human situations, but you apparently have lost the ability to relate to other people. A little more openness and confidence in your loved ones could be a good course to follow.


Moon in the Sixth House

The Moon was found in your sixth house at the time of birth. Among other things, this indicates that throughout life your work duties will be varied, multiple, and require contact with many people. Healthwise, this may denote a propensity to suffer through excessive changes and motivations.

Psychologically, this position inclines you to act through subordinate roles rather than those of leadership.

A final psychological trait is a secret desire to become known professionally.

Monday, July 11, 2005

hard topic of the day.....

got a hard topic for the day... What Do I Want?

This is the answer when ppl ask me what i want... i will reply "I want to be Happy"
But how to be happy?? Tats a tough one... I want to ride. I want to tour. Most importantly, i want to see my fasmily n friends to be happy. Its even harder. I feel sad when i see then troubled... I want to ride different bikes... see places that i've never been... is planning for my future an act of selfishness??

almost 2yrs ago... my best best friend left me... though its just a bird but its the only one tat understands me. took me weeks and months to packed up my sadness and moved on.... 6mths ago... another friend left me... took me days to convince myself tat she's gone forever.. told myself to ride for her. 2mths ago... a touring friend left us... almost wanted to quit riding... glad that i have a group of friends with the same interest motivate me to move on and carry on riding... i love being a sweeper... i want to see my friends reach their destination safely... I'm happy when i see my friend's sms reply "HOME"

Just lost a friend who dun treat me as a friend... am sad.. very sad... but i'm happy that i have other friend who showed they concerns and really care for me... i know who my friends are and i know who deserves my love more... LOVE MY PALS!!!!

i love my family... or rather i love my mum... i want her to be happy... she wants us to be happy... got food to fill our stomach got shelter over our heads when we sleep... just a simple wish from her... settled the food prob... now have to settle the roof problem... dad did it again... pissed but wat to do?? still thinking... gonna have a talk with my brother and mum... not going to keep quiet again.... will i be happy?? need to know his answers... if he still not gonna do anything about it?? made plans for them... my mum n brothers... just need to do one more thing before i make my final decision... if this is my destiny.. so be it...

*look for william if...*

Sunday, July 10, 2005

1/2 day trip to melaka

wat a ride to melaka yesterday!!! 4 of us, adek, ahdawn, shareen and me... took 1hr 30mins ride to Ayerkeroh without stopping... reach melaka at ard 6pm.. they went to make stickers... i bought my bikey a pouch... argghh!!! waste $$$ again...

we set off to jonker walk... parked our bike and went for my baba chendol and assam laksa... YUMMY!!! bought 4packets of kopi... aku happyhappy...!!! kana suan my kaka and shareen again... *bleah* jalanjalan a bit and left melaka at 11pm.... nice cooling night to ride... lesser cars compared to my last ride there... the 2 cbrs are running in... so me and ahdawn lap the 2 bikes go on our own pace... shouted as i wack my bike... felt better and more relax... 170km/h and didnt dare to throttle more.. the road was dark and quiet.. cant see and was tired... eyes are dry n visor kinda foggy... couldnt see the tail of the r6 by then... was all alone for ard 20mins.. felt a bit scared... wasnt very sure of the way back to GP esso... holland again!!! blur blur made an exit to sedenak toll .... Oops... i know i went the wrong way.... made a uturn n find my way towards JB... wack 160km/h all the way.... almost fell asleep... my bike went from 2nd lane to the road shoulder.... managed to pull back in time... if not dun think i can make my post here... kekeke... after sometime.. dunno if its a bird or bat... something flew n hit me on my shoulder.... got kinda freaked out... slow down a bit to see if its still on me... didnt dare to stop... i'm all alone and i know i'm late.... managed to catch up with them... reach GP... top up our tanks... took a slow ride home and sank in my bed....