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been having difficulty breathing for a few nights over the past 2 weeks.... windpipe area blocking?? sometimes woke up in shock trying to grasp for oxygen... oh great.. i'm dying... hopefully i can die in peace... never dared going to doctors to get myself checked... skally all funny illness come knocking on my doors... left foot hurts... rheumatism.. at my age.. haha.. my weather forecast... got wet just now when i'm on my way back from client's place... feeling so hot n cold now... sick razzy on the way... hopefully tomolo no rain.. pls!!!! got meeting in town area!!! hated meetings... but it did help pass my time fast... keke... all ready to go camerons... yeah!!!

haiz...

woke up in a daze... wat a grey thursday... so nice to laze on the bed... sleeping... huggging my pillow... got a meeting at 1045am... no choice... 930am have to wake up. wash up n change. raining very very heavily.. mum ask me to drive instead of riding... but no thanks... phobia driving in the rain is still there... even after 1 yr... slow ride to client's place... took me ard 25mins to reach.. quickly get change... lucky i was early... 5 ppl with 3 different ideas... dunno listen to whose... no point person to talk to... haiz.. extra work again... crap... meeting last for abt an hour... sian... now still in a stoney mode... how i wish i'm at home now on my nice little bed n sleep till the next morning... spend quite a lot for the past week... next week n next next week too... money no enuff...

itchy backside again... saw one of my dream bike posted in the forum... the fire relighted in me again... but... $$$$$ problem again...

oh god.. plzplzplz!! let me strike toto tml so that i can get hold of tat beauty...
*pray*

pathetic

oh well.. she's still happily going ard doing wat she wants... wat to do... sole propietor of that ****-******** ***** ** **** *** *** ***** *** **** *****. was thinking for the past few days after *** ask me to **** her and **** to her... now... i can happily dump all those advises away.... she's just now worth... not even enuff to **** ** ****. ****, ***, ********* ******... *** say her super duper **** *** on her *** ****... ** ***.. ****** **** **** * ******* *** ***.... * ***** **** *** ** *** ** ****** * *** ****... **** *** *** *** **** *****....
muahahahaha!!!!
*evil laughter*

chop carrot... who is chopping whose carrot??? u started all these just becos i posted tat amount??? so are you treating me like a carrot??

worse case i just dump and get myself a new ride... wats there to be mad of? *wake up razzy!!!*
I'm freed!!! YEAH!!!

tuesday....

a very nua day... saw budd.. bbb very happy.. keke... happy to see the mischevious look on bbb... work late... went to my ah yi's place to take some freebies... beers for dad and some tibits for mum... later drop by chong pang to drop cheque... took the long way back home... miss the neighbourhood... a lot of changes there... how i wish i can move back... just had my dinner... now waiting for the food to digest so that i can go to sleep.. haiz.... should bring bbb home... i miss bbb...

Time flies.... old razzy.....

chatted with my primary school friend over msn... time flies... she's celebrating her son's 1st birthday, her birthday and her housewarming next month... woo... time flies... suddenly feel so old... we chatted about our school days... we are neighbours, everyday i will go to her place to meet her and we go school together... after school we will go play swing for a while... push each other and we will see who goes higher... after tat we will go to the mama shop opposite block n buy us ice stick... the one paying 10cents will get the longer part... sometimes she comes to my place to do homework... my mum will tie our hair and we will use the same hair band... ppl kept mistake us for sisters... miss the good old days...

old liao... she's a mum now... n i'm still happy go lucky... still no feeling of settling down.. hahaa!! tats me... *bleah*

monday... blues no more!!

yeah.. boss not in almost the whole day today... happy happy.... can concentrate on my work... motivation... finally went "jogging" today... not really jog.. we walk almost the whole distance... later spotted the rambutan tree... sat's rain blown the branches down... me n les too a few back to office to eat... hmm not bad.. sweet sia!!! quickly grab a few plastic bags and run to the location and got ourselves 4 bags of rambutans!!! weewoowee!! shoik sia!!! didnt finish it of cos.. hehe... peel them nicely and kept them in freezer n fridge... hehe.. slurp... nice dessert tomolo...
went to kkfc to discuss abt the cameron trip... yeah!! so looking forward to it!!! have to pack on thursday latest... friday after work meet my friends for dinner and move off to GP after tat.

bbb miss mum... was ard 1130pm... decided to bring bbb to her mum... went to the airport... shhhh.... was late... 1150pm... waited for ard 15mins... the baggage cleared... no side of bbb's mum... we went home... sayang... took a slow ride home... speed a bit... bit average 85km/h... thinking again n again... argghhhh!!!
forget it... now worried abt ***.... she worried too much... her report not out yet... *pray hard she will be ok*

just had a hot shower... now having my supper... rojak!!! YUMMY!!!
another sleepless night its gonna be....

miss them...

miss my girl girl... almost 2 yrs and i cant forget her... how i wish she's with me now... miss her bites...

miss linda... her birthday coming soon... still remembered she celebrated her last birthday at downtown east... we went blading together... had laksa together... our last meal together...

*sob*

August!!!!

Ended my july in silence... cant sleep again...
slept at ard 5+am i think...
met sam at lab... bought her rain jacket... later went regina and chiap lee... hehe.. managed to bargain for a cheaper price for my next arai helmet if i get 2... wooo!!! anyone wants a MO??? hehe... so looking forward to it... dad originally wanted to go 2nd link for roundings... but jam leh... so abort the idea... went home and order pizzas... mum and youngest brother's birthday coming.. hehe... ate 2 slices and stopped... my other brother ate 4 and can still eat... diaoooon...
met kaka for 2nd round of dinner... drank 3 cups of teh haliah at KTM and ate 2 pcs of kueh tutu...
michelle asked what happened between me and ** ...
didnt tell the whole story... just briefly talk abt it... very tired telling the whole story again n again... haiz... anyway...

ITS AUGUST!!!! YEAH!!! so much wanted to bring her there to try the strawberry icecream... must find ways to bring it back... tsktsktsk... havent told my parents abt the trip... Oops... gonna kena spanking again... wakakaka... *joking*

Monday blues... all alone in this room... brought bbb out wherever i go for the past few days... hehe... can see its smiling face... but some views looking sad... awww... bbb miss mum again. *sayang* kekee... *razzy wild imagination again* how i wish i have a doggy....