my first bike accident....

a totally different feeling...
the feeling when i got into a car accident is like.. "wow! the feeling was like playing bumper car"

was on my phantom today... due to the rain earlier and the wet roads... my brakes are not working properly... was coming out of the filter lane to the expressway... the pickup in front of me slowed down as the main road was packed... i was going slow at ard 20~30km/h quickly brake to stop as the braking distance is getting nearer n nearer... that split second i was telling myself... i'm gonna crash... i'm gonna crash.. I'M GONNA CRASH!!! fishedtail a bit and i bumped the pickup and drop the bike on my right... landed on my right thumb trying to balance and not sit on the ground the driver didnt realised until he saw me trying to pick up the bike... came n ask me.. u got bang my pickup? i was like... sorry.. i did... tyre kena the bumper... can check see if its ok? he didnt care much for the car... just wanted to help me get the bike up... but i did it before he tried to offer help... he went back to his pickup after seeing i'm ok... and waited for a while before he move off... *phew* HENG AH!!!! couldnt start my bike at first... waited for a while... managed to start my bike after some time.... check my bikey thoroughly when i reach my carpark.. luckily only found a small scratch on the brake lever...

tempation

been wanting to upgrade since i got my class 2... but loan and the interest kinda put me off... do not wish to spend tat extra thousand for nothing... just cant convince myself after months n months of struggle within me. just have to keep my backside firm n stop "scratching"... my current ride is good enough... brought me to places without fail... just the thought of selling it saddens me... shall keep it till *********** hehehehe.....

looking around for kidney belt, riding boots, leather jacket and my dream helmet... feel like going track with my baby... yoshi, ohlins damper in my list pending... should i ???
have to really think n make my decisions... leave or not?? really dun like the feeling when he keeps coming n to spy on me.. see what i'm doing... damn annoying... pissed...

u pay peanuts.. u get MONKEYS!!! dun expect more

Big time blue monday... my photoshop application hang on me.. i have to use another pc to do my work.. argghH!! whole morning client keelp calling for this for that while i'm working on another project... he came in n ask for this n that... 4 projects on going at one shot... finally get to find time to work on the "abandoned" project.. he came in again... n ask me to do the other projects first... damn... wait till client start calling and i have to take the blame again right?? pissed... left with 3 days to finish up some bits and pieces... hope i can really get back to client before he comes after me... 545pm... he came in again n ask for changes... CONFIRM ALREADY STILL WANT TO CHANGE!!!! *arggh*

"i feel eeky" he said... and kinda hint hint abt that incident 2 weeks ago... so u want to tell me its my fault?? the one who said "nevermind nevermind" is U not me... trying to shift the blame on me so that i can slave for u out of guilt?? u better clear yr other "NEVERMINDS" before another hit comes...
i dun have to report to U where i go after office hours or Y i take leave... tats none of your business... dun u have a family?? when was the last time u bring yr parents for a nice dinner.. ASK Yrself.... $$$ isnt everything... u can have tons of $$$ in yr acct... but u wont feel happy becos u didnt share with yr loved ones or the one who loves u... please spend more time with yr family.... u earned enuff...

hint hint n asking me to make decisions... so wat? want to give "xia ma wei" so that i can work OTs for u to keep the job? i rather give up my job for the trips than to give up my trips for the job...

still in dilemma.. should i stay?? feel so stagnant again... not learning anything.. what he promised me is not fulfilled... AGAIN... *disappointed* should have taken my friend's offer... distance to work is longer but at least the pay is way off better than what i'm taking and NO OTs!!! confirm AWS n VB... *imagine riding my new fully paid for bikey to work* *abish razzy*

feel like going for a new environment... design should be a hobby than a job... at least i wont feel tired when the thought comes.... *dilemma*

torture. decisions...

after weeks n weeks of torture deciding which to get... finally decided n stick to the old plan... y get that bike when my dream bike is like $1K difference and definately it will be much much comfortable to go on touring.... will get that in the future... was riding on SG road yesterday.. clocked ard 150km for the whole of yesterday.... sportsbike will be a bit tough for me on a long distance...

looks like the trip is on... feel like being dua.. 3 organisers ended up i'm alone going... min 20 to go.. now less than 10 and its still on... but its ok... bigger group may have its pro but i still prefer to go on a smaller group... at least i know i wont get blown by the superbikes.... and i know.. my idol is riding with me... kekeke...

december 3 trips!!! wohoo!!! pangkor on early december... melaka on the next weekend and CAMERON on Xmas!!! so excited... Strawberry icecream and the corners... must make sure i can conquer the cameron corners before i challenge the fraser hills... been thinking of that recently... one of the most challenging "corner" place in malaysia... muahahaha!!!