razzy with a screw loose

izzit me?? i cant seem to relay my ideas/things i want to say properly verbally..crap me... think i pissed my friends and myself sometimes... *ahbish*
stone today... gonna wat for the food to digest and head to my bed by 10pm... gonna get some sleep and prepare for tml... *pray hard* everything goes smoothly... no last min work OK??? got kinda pissed when he started that thing... kidang again... like a naughty child keep pestering mummy to buy things in a annoying manner... feel like (*^^&*(^&. PISSED!!! cannot behave properly...

mixed feelings in me again.... went to my friend's baby's birthday last sat... her mum n other aunties keep asking me when is my turn to get married... aAHHH!!!! i dun want to get married for the sake of marrying... asked my mum how n why she chose dad... got a not very convinced answer... its liddat in the oldern days... they dun marry becos they love each other... but to marry for the sake of marrying... kaooozz...

"plum blossom" havent knock on my doors ba.... still in "play" mode... how to settle down?? teach me...

wat else can go wrong in a designer's world??

damn pissed... n i really meant it.... controlling my works... gave A the design... he likes it... n showed to B.. the "design and color idiot" she dun like it... ask for more drafts to make the money paid more worth while... ok.. fine.. 3 more drafts for her... A dun like it... discussed with B... finally concluded... get another webby and ask me to copy... sh*t