Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Mood analysis

You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it. Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of resolving themselves.

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the 'right person' - you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavor but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

Unacceptable restrictions have been forced upon you and this is resulting in severe frustration and stress. You are looking for independence and consequently you shy away from any restriction and avoid obligations of anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressure and want to escape from it so that you can obtain what you need, but unfortunately at this particular moment in time you lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this.

The tensions and stresses that you are experiencing at this time are, you feel, beyond your capabilities or your reserves of strength to cope with. You feel inadequate and in a constant state of anxiety. You are attempting to escape from this situation into a secure environment in which you may be permitted to relax and recover, free from outside interference.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

KL + sepang trip

wooo!! first time going trips with my little brother. met the team at GP esso at 4am...

move off at ard 445pm... marker for the first stop... tsktsktsk... a bit late but managed to catch up... first part shoot 160~180km/h.. shiok!!! loved the cold air and the dark roads with the reflectives... reach pagoh.. top up and continued our journey... almost daybreak...woo!! nice scenary.. saw the sun rise on my bike... followed by some nice fogs... cool!!! rode slow and feel the fogs ... macham i'm riding through the clouds...SHIOK!!! next stop seremban then destina for last fuel topup. entered KL ...
woah!! the roads are so damn jam... got to squeeze but managed to catch up with the group. totally shag when we reach Corona Inn at ard 930am.. we were early by 1hr. managed to secure 2 rooms... so guys one room, girls one room... put our stuffs and off we went to Sungei wang for breakfast n lunch... went window shopping after that... was too tired walking sideways things doesnt register in my brain... lucky got mehmeh with me... hehe... *muacks* went to starbucks for kopi..

dozed off while waiting for the group to join us... finally 1+pm.. rooms should be ready... slowly stroll back to the hotel, got our keys, have a nice hot bath and zzzZZZZ.... woke up at 630pm... Oops.. late!!! quickly wash n change n went to the lobby to meet the group...

luckily we are not the latest... jos friend (helped us book the hotel room n bought the sepang tix) joined us for dinner... very paisei have to make him pay for our dinner.... he later brought us to the night pasamalam to shop shop... nice place to shop.. but almost samething everywhere... bought a cap for the next day and we walked back to our hotel.. showered n small gathering in our rooms....untill 12+am... knock out time... woke up at 8am.. went for breakfast... nice tim sum.. later tabao back to our rooms for 2nd rounds... gather at our bikes at 10am... warm up the bikes, get ready n move off to SEPANG!!!

reach at ard 1pm...
125cc race started... then 250cc then motogp race!!! so excited!! really an eye opener!! first time see the real race...

weather was so hot... most of us turned red after... went to seremban for first topup then ayerkeroh for dinner... A&W!! YUMMY!! had bad headache... last 200+km is a torture... breaking coldsweat... couldnt breathe like normal... had my visor up most of the time to cool myself down... finally reached GP... had some rest and went back home... reach at ard 1230am... had shower n KO!