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reached early last night... very nervous... praying hard tat this will be a peaceful settlement... "someone" told me that "she" chose LC not becos "she" wanted to trash me infront of the public, she's meeting another person to collect some stuffs... in a way.. i felt better... saw shuyuan rode pass... "the time has come".. but no sign of her yet...

got kinda shock when "someone" ask my buddies if they are here to "see show" i quickly explained to her tat we are going for our rounding session after i settle "the problem"

waited till ard 1030pm... an sms came.. something happened.. she couldnt make it and ask me to look for the witness to verify my words.... called shuyuan.... he left after he saw her message tat something cropped up... i ask him did i made tat comment... he wasnt sure... its between me n her... we should settle ourselves. i thanked him and i felt relieved that its over... at least for now... sorry that i got him involved in this... SOrry....

sat for a little while longer then we decided to make a move for our rounding session..YEAH!!!! happyhappyhappy!!! been 3 weeks since we last rode together... and once again i "hollanded"... *spank razzy's backside* rode all the way to changi airport then to paris ris park... bought some munchies n drinks n "bubbles". Shared my stories, glad that my buddies gave fair feedback to this incident. Thank you!! *muackz*

left for the next stop: seletar dam... ride was good from PIE to TPL(SLE)... happy that sam is getting better and she's happy with her ride. Exit at Yishun, from mirror i can see them further n further away... after the bend... i cant find any of their headlights on my mirror.... got worried... me n jacq rode slower n slower and finally stopped by the side... my heart pumped faster n faster.... cant be taking tat long... we got worried... when i was about to get down from my bike to make a phone call... heard stef's horn... my heart drops back to its position....... *phew*
reach seletar dam... chitchatted for a while got myself my fav. icecream... and we left for home... felt so tired tat i can feel myself sinking into my bed and dozed off while typing my smses.... =P

i'm a happy panda!!!! ( ^-^ )...V

close to 2.5 more hrs to the talk... nervous....
got an msn from a not too close friend this morning asking me if i'm ok... told me dun take things too hard... "she's not worth" my anger... later in the evening... another friend msn me for my story after hearing "hers". I gladly shared my story and my feelings... felt better... didnt ask for the friend's verdict. dun want to know... should i take it as a "friend" thing or a "business" thing? i still dunno... anyway...
i felt "loved" by so many friends... be it close or not too close.... at least i know they care.

I know who my friends are... clearer n clearer since this incident started... will treasure them even more now.

TO ALL MY FRIENDS: LOVE U!!!

new path ahead

talked to bingbongbiang last night... in a way taking to myself... think a lot... ask a lot... feeling better now... well... still trying to get over the whole hoohaa... guess i will put a full stop to it after tomorrow... managed to get my brain tune back to mode "WORK"... client happy i happy... woo... 3 more hrs to knock off.... yeah!!! need lotsa sleep to control my temper tomorrow... hope it will be a peaceful conversation instead of a catfight...

decisions again... kekeke...

finding ways to get the name off the guarantor list.... no longer want to have anything to do with her again... will decide on friday... Thanks to all my friends who gave me their advices.... sorry to give u all headaches....

sad but relieved....

after a few weeks of hooha... i've finally took the first step she expected to make a point to trash things out to solve this "hooha" things i've talked about are nothing but heaps of excuses to her... ok fine... at least i've did my part trying to clarify this misunderstanding to save this friendship and if she still thinks that i'm dishonouring my "words" which i didnt even honoured... I've got nothing to say... things have turned ugly... trash out time 8th July 2005, Friday. Just have to sit down there and see what and who i am to her...

Huan nan jian zhen qing.... only through bad times then you will see your through friends.... Stef, Sam, Jacq, Kelly, Karen, Kester.... Thanks for all the concerns and the support when i needed them. HUGZ!!!!

kaka's birthday...

sharen sms me last night.. KTM!!!
yeah!! got to see the big bikeys again... tsktsktsk...
reached at 1130pm... all were ther... kaka, shareen, jenny n eric... chatted n while... THEN... someone slipped her mouth... its kaka's birthday!!!! she invited us to her house to makan today.. hehee... stayed there till ard 3am... went home... next day.. my insurance agent as usual dua me again... postpone 30mins... so might as well i cancel our appointment.. must really teach her to be on time. hate last min change schedule... argghh!!!

wanted to get something for kaka... but go a few rounds still cant find motorword... dotzdotzdotz... holland for 20mins.. gave up... getting late... so went empty handed... lucky the rest also sisnt buy present.... all last minute notice... left her place at ard 230pm... shareen brought me n ah dawn to motorworld... planning to buy kaka a hadlight protector... but... diaooon.... shop didnt open.. so tompang shareen buy cos she work nearby.... so 3 of us go our own ways... shareen off to work... ah dawn to her friend's place... me wanted to go orchard... bingbongbiang misses her mum... tsktsktsk... but seeing the weather a bit funny n my back is getting worse... decided to go home... so bored now...

surf the webby n saw her post... i know she meant me... to my surprised.. i'm not angry with her words... think now i really let go of our friendship...