friday.... yeah!!!

finally... friday again.. wakakaka!!! outing outing outing!!!!
no mood to work.. so sleepy..
tml going for my baba chendol n kopi!!!! wooo!!!! excited.. hope it doesnt rain... *pray*

song of the day....

林俊杰 一千年以后
for my girl girl....

pissed day....

headache.. stiff neck...feeling so bloated... left hand getting numb easily recently... want to burp but juz cant let it out... damn pissed today... work was alright till he came back.. stressed... we are here rushing like hell n he was there laughing like hyena... the louder he laugh.. the more pissed i get... to stop hearing tat is to blast my earpiece... yeah.. it did help... untill he came in n gave me a shock... i swear my heart stop beating for a while... my brain freezed for a while... took me a few seconds to recover n switch my brain over to the next project... almost reached my limit... a few times wanted to bang the toilet walls but i stopped myself... DUN EXPLODE... i dun want them to see me flare... think sooner or later i will kena stroke... arggghhh!!!! pissed till i dun feel like toking... think i pissed my budd ... tehpeng kajiao her she also dun care... sorry...

managed to finish 1 site today... not really finish... just that client havent give me his full write up.. so bottleneck is on his side... did another.. 10% done... i think.... 10~20 over pages but still a long way to go... but at least i enjoy doing that project.. at least dun have his input.. think gonna stay over tml ba... hopefully not... well.. at least got ppl jio me for movies... tsk tsk tsk... thanks les.. i needed tat... destress time... muahahhahaha!!! she knows me best...

think a lot when i'm in the shower... time of the day to be alone... miss her again... 5th Oct... its death anniversary... can still remember how it died.... i cried... how i wish i can join her soon.... *girlgirl... wo hao xiang ni.. ke yi dai wo dao ni sheng bian ma...*

blues not over yet

super DL... woke up.. raining... gear up ready to go... rain stop.. again i've become a kiasu pooh bear... reach office.. on pc.. ready to work... got a call.. ask me to sms him the url... of cos i need to check before i know wat the hell the project is about... its a second hand project... he drag for months till i dun even remember its existence... damn... gonna finish 2 sites.. stressed... cant sleep last night again... at least better than the night before... got 40+mins more sleep ba...
super hungry since 12+am... gotta get something to fill my stomach... n KOPI!!!

Blues blues n more blues

monday blues again... arggghhh..
as usual.. woke up late... reach office late...
have to live 2 sites by this week... OT again... last min update for site... always last min... almost knock off.. but one email made me do OT again... anyway... for that extra $5 for my movie tix ba... kekeke

wednesday go watch magadescar *dunno spelling right or not... tsk tsk* been so long since i last catch a movie.. *no one want to watch with me... *sob sob* sad...

sian.. hope i can grab some early sleep later...
(@,@)
*razzypanda~~raz with pandaeyes*

boring sunday....

woke up at ard 3pm.. had 2 red bean ba zhang for lunch... my auntie made them.. hehe.. nice... but was hoping to eat the red bean paste ba zhang.. nevermind..
surf surf chat chat.. then mum suggested we go for the massage therapy... didnt ride.. so warm n sunny today... kinda got a heat stroke now... got so many bad parts on me after the shop owner did a scan on me... my left n center brain not good... cant think n keep forgetting things.. my right wrist n knee are weak... digestive system not good.. thyroid problem... poor respiratory... bad left shoulder n bad neck... n heart not too good also.. think i'm dead soon... so many problems...

went home had ba zhang for dinner... yummy.. but SINS!!!! then TV all the way till now... bored n bored n even more bored... tomolo gonna work.. cant sleep now.. but super duper tired... headache but still trying to make it a habit not to drink kopi on weekends... still waiting for my food to digest fully before i more my butt off the chair n go sleep....