pissed day....

headache.. stiff neck...feeling so bloated... left hand getting numb easily recently... want to burp but juz cant let it out... damn pissed today... work was alright till he came back.. stressed... we are here rushing like hell n he was there laughing like hyena... the louder he laugh.. the more pissed i get... to stop hearing tat is to blast my earpiece... yeah.. it did help... untill he came in n gave me a shock... i swear my heart stop beating for a while... my brain freezed for a while... took me a few seconds to recover n switch my brain over to the next project... almost reached my limit... a few times wanted to bang the toilet walls but i stopped myself... DUN EXPLODE... i dun want them to see me flare... think sooner or later i will kena stroke... arggghhh!!!! pissed till i dun feel like toking... think i pissed my budd ... tehpeng kajiao her she also dun care... sorry...

managed to finish 1 site today... not really finish... just that client havent give me his full write up.. so bottleneck is on his side... did another.. 10% done... i think.... 10~20 over pages but still a long way to go... but at least i enjoy doing that project.. at least dun have his input.. think gonna stay over tml ba... hopefully not... well.. at least got ppl jio me for movies... tsk tsk tsk... thanks les.. i needed tat... destress time... muahahhahaha!!! she knows me best...

think a lot when i'm in the shower... time of the day to be alone... miss her again... 5th Oct... its death anniversary... can still remember how it died.... i cried... how i wish i can join her soon.... *girlgirl... wo hao xiang ni.. ke yi dai wo dao ni sheng bian ma...*