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what am i gonna do next??
anyone has part time lobangs for me... after 7pm??
so despair n disappointed when i know that there's no documents to send until friday... gosh... another 100 bucks lesser to earn... damn... friday is payday but dun think its even enuff to payoff my 4handphone bills x 2mths... what's next? just have to pray hard petrol prices wont rise further... pump till i want to faint... where to get a 22 or 25litre tank for a DR200 to last me for a week per pump?? 1st link will be my next frequent place to visit soon... yeah!!! who cares even if there's a jam... just hope that everything goes smoothly and get my transport bike asap...

felt so helpless......

bills bills n more bills... i can breathe no more!!! never felt so helpless n finally saw myself such a spendthift when i was earning well years ago... shouldnt have bought so much insurance... shouldnt have allow my itchy backside controlling me...and many more shouldnt have... no regrets although the pinch is there... i hate monthly installment n bills... my personal spending is not even a quarter of the total expenses... blame it on myself... no more extra expenses please razzy... at least for the next 5mths... better buck up on yr part time... i dun see even a "3" coming in from the 2 weeks efforts... u r too slow!!! dun plan things on the smooth side.. plan on the harsh side... things wont be smooth sailing for u this year.. remember... dun hope for any extra incomes that will ease yr stress... work for it... not hope for it...

stay lean n mean....
step 1... minimise / stop as many monthly installments as possible
step 2... less entertainments
step 3... lesser meetups = lesser fuel expenses
step 4... walk more n travel less
step 5... eat more bread... wahahaha!!!


felt so stress n helpless whenever the calculator pops up in my monitor... I dun need help... razzy!!!! U BETTER BUCK UP!!!