u pay peanuts.. u get MONKEYS!!! dun expect more

Big time blue monday... my photoshop application hang on me.. i have to use another pc to do my work.. argghH!! whole morning client keelp calling for this for that while i'm working on another project... he came in n ask for this n that... 4 projects on going at one shot... finally get to find time to work on the "abandoned" project.. he came in again... n ask me to do the other projects first... damn... wait till client start calling and i have to take the blame again right?? pissed... left with 3 days to finish up some bits and pieces... hope i can really get back to client before he comes after me... 545pm... he came in again n ask for changes... CONFIRM ALREADY STILL WANT TO CHANGE!!!! *arggh*

"i feel eeky" he said... and kinda hint hint abt that incident 2 weeks ago... so u want to tell me its my fault?? the one who said "nevermind nevermind" is U not me... trying to shift the blame on me so that i can slave for u out of guilt?? u better clear yr other "NEVERMINDS" before another hit comes...
i dun have to report to U where i go after office hours or Y i take leave... tats none of your business... dun u have a family?? when was the last time u bring yr parents for a nice dinner.. ASK Yrself.... $$$ isnt everything... u can have tons of $$$ in yr acct... but u wont feel happy becos u didnt share with yr loved ones or the one who loves u... please spend more time with yr family.... u earned enuff...

hint hint n asking me to make decisions... so wat? want to give "xia ma wei" so that i can work OTs for u to keep the job? i rather give up my job for the trips than to give up my trips for the job...

still in dilemma.. should i stay?? feel so stagnant again... not learning anything.. what he promised me is not fulfilled... AGAIN... *disappointed* should have taken my friend's offer... distance to work is longer but at least the pay is way off better than what i'm taking and NO OTs!!! confirm AWS n VB... *imagine riding my new fully paid for bikey to work* *abish razzy*

feel like going for a new environment... design should be a hobby than a job... at least i wont feel tired when the thought comes.... *dilemma*