haiz...

woke up in a daze... wat a grey thursday... so nice to laze on the bed... sleeping... huggging my pillow... got a meeting at 1045am... no choice... 930am have to wake up. wash up n change. raining very very heavily.. mum ask me to drive instead of riding... but no thanks... phobia driving in the rain is still there... even after 1 yr... slow ride to client's place... took me ard 25mins to reach.. quickly get change... lucky i was early... 5 ppl with 3 different ideas... dunno listen to whose... no point person to talk to... haiz.. extra work again... crap... meeting last for abt an hour... sian... now still in a stoney mode... how i wish i'm at home now on my nice little bed n sleep till the next morning... spend quite a lot for the past week... next week n next next week too... money no enuff...

itchy backside again... saw one of my dream bike posted in the forum... the fire relighted in me again... but... $$$$$ problem again...

oh god.. plzplzplz!! let me strike toto tml so that i can get hold of tat beauty...
*pray*