hard topic of the day.....

got a hard topic for the day... What Do I Want?

This is the answer when ppl ask me what i want... i will reply "I want to be Happy"
But how to be happy?? Tats a tough one... I want to ride. I want to tour. Most importantly, i want to see my fasmily n friends to be happy. Its even harder. I feel sad when i see then troubled... I want to ride different bikes... see places that i've never been... is planning for my future an act of selfishness??

almost 2yrs ago... my best best friend left me... though its just a bird but its the only one tat understands me. took me weeks and months to packed up my sadness and moved on.... 6mths ago... another friend left me... took me days to convince myself tat she's gone forever.. told myself to ride for her. 2mths ago... a touring friend left us... almost wanted to quit riding... glad that i have a group of friends with the same interest motivate me to move on and carry on riding... i love being a sweeper... i want to see my friends reach their destination safely... I'm happy when i see my friend's sms reply "HOME"

Just lost a friend who dun treat me as a friend... am sad.. very sad... but i'm happy that i have other friend who showed they concerns and really care for me... i know who my friends are and i know who deserves my love more... LOVE MY PALS!!!!

i love my family... or rather i love my mum... i want her to be happy... she wants us to be happy... got food to fill our stomach got shelter over our heads when we sleep... just a simple wish from her... settled the food prob... now have to settle the roof problem... dad did it again... pissed but wat to do?? still thinking... gonna have a talk with my brother and mum... not going to keep quiet again.... will i be happy?? need to know his answers... if he still not gonna do anything about it?? made plans for them... my mum n brothers... just need to do one more thing before i make my final decision... if this is my destiny.. so be it...

*look for william if...*