Updates Nov!!!

18th + 19th Nov
Still working n hey!!! css is fun!! but not as friendly as what i expected... used to be a "change 1 file n woala!! its up!! now its changing all components before i can see the actual product" good thing is... no matter how many pages u have, only need to update that one set of component and it sure saves lotsa time n effort... but its on when u master joomla and the art of css.

too lazy n tired to work part time... imagine 3~5 hrs sleep a day... who can tahan this mental torture for weeks... my "engine oil" is running low... i need a break but not now... AHHHH!!! dateline is today and thanks to the on n off rain.. i'm still home. I'm glad actually... the more reason i can wack like nobody business in the neighbourhood... *spank razzy for these thoughts* 55units in 4hours.. i doubt i can make it by today... should i?? oh man!!! decisions decisions decisions...

Plans
where to find money? work of cos... but there's an easier way to earn without even slave n slog like what i'm doing now... it'll take a lot more efforts and time in the beginning and your future will be nicely layed for you and you can do whatever you want to do without making any sacrifices. This is the life that i'm looking forward to and will make plans for all these after march 2007.

2006
2006 is a nice n happening year for me.. wait.. is it too fast to conclude 2006 now? Well, the next 2 months is pretty much planned and time sure flies fast. It will be work and part time and work again... my old no life working plans that i used to do in my early years.. so next year is play year... You must learn to work hard and play hard. Work hard for 1 year, play hard for the other, thats me. sometimes was quite sad to see my 2006 gone without much accomplishment but it sure is a year where i experiment and really push myself to my limits working hard for what i want and my beliefs... life is tough but no regrets. If you were to ask me whether i want to try it out again, i will say yes! provided my "backside" is well covered. Too many unexpected stuffs came in the way and suffocated me in a few attempts. Learn for past experience, there wont be any in my future attempts. Glad that I have supports from family and friends that i can survive so many ordeals... sounds hard right.. maybe its too exaggerating to say that word. I might look as if nothing big happened but its just a mask to hide my troubles. That is what razzy is. No one has ever seen the broken down razzy except my girlgirl and the soft toys... they are the ones who really understand me or rather they are the other side of me to know and understand and to comfort me. Dun say you understand me cos you havent see the real me. sometimes i dun really understand myself. the hidden razzy... *wrrooooaarrrr*


Future Updates
will be figuring out how about using wordpress after mastering joomla.. sounds interested web application... time to upgrade my old rusty brain and upgrade my skills... i'm too out of the IT industry although i'm still in the IT line... sounds complicated huh... i'm just too tired to talk sense now.. need tons of sleep to revitalize myself.... ~oooommmmmm.....

Blogging
Its good to know and reflect myself as if i'm looking at myself in the mirror when i'm blogging... some minor thoughts that i dun really took note then came into my attention, while i'm typing them out word by word. What were my initial plans and decisions when i'm thinking about what i want and hey! its totally a 180 degree difference when i reflect and taking things into considerations. Initial thought is a WANT and the selfish me. i want this i want that... but do i need it? any problems if i have it? anything that i will need to face and sacrifice if i were to commit to this impulse decision? Still trying to understand myself through blogging... who knows this blog might become the second razzy and you'll never want to jio razzy out to kopi cos u will know her better through blogging.. wahaha!! lame me.