wat a TGIF.....

went home for dinner... mum first attempt cooking curry mutton... YUMMY!!! love it... not cooked with coconut milk.. so can eat as much as i want.. wahahhaa!!!
went to LC foodcourt after that... was very early... the first to reach there... throat not feeling too good... bought a packet of barley drink n sat on he bike waiting for dawndawn... victor, kelly n eric, *******'s bf reached... i joined them at the table... feeling a bit awkward... izzit me or wat.... some how i dun feel like going LC after tat incident. everyone will start asking "when u getting yr class 2 bike??" and one by one will start tempting u with the bikes. I still havent made up my mind... *spank razzy backside* too much to choose too many to think of... still its the $$ issue... installment.. interest... i dun want to slave for my ride... i want to enjoy my rides... feel so stressed whenever i start calculating.... argghhH!!!

met jos for supper at changi village... cant convince me over the phone so she decided to meet me n give me a consultation... "what are friends for?" she asked... her answer "to be made used of"... i couldnt agree with tat answer. "A friend in need is a friend indeed" i started to lose confidence in "friends". been low profile ever since tat incident... i rather stick with those i feel comfortable with. I know jos wanted us to patch up. but sorry, i cant convince myself to do it. there's a first time there's bound to be second. I dun want to be made used of and have no wish to be branded making use of ppl. Yes i'm stubborn, i'm obstinate. "Friend" to me is a someone who shares yr joy and sadness... someone who is willing to help volunteeringly when u need one. A friend wont stab u in the back when things happen, they will help u when u need one, scold u when they know u r in the wrong.
Friends are priceless, I wont put a tag on to it. and i dun wish see a price tag on me. Dont expect returns when u plan to help a friend. If u expect, at least make known that u want a certain returns for helping him/her.


*** continue my story***
After supper i join kaka, michelle and her friends at KTM. Kaka going china for a week or 2, business trip... sure gonna miss her... *sob*
chatted till 2+am... decided to go home.... a long ride... i speeded for a while... when there's a lot of cars... slow ride when i'm alone on the road... thinking her words... still cant convince myself.....

*shi gu bu hua de razzy*