i dun like this feeling.....

woke up with the hollow feeling in my throat... oh no... drank a cup of salt water... hope can bring it down... reached the office... bought a packet of stepsils... hope can cure it...

i'm so alone... its so quite here... those i know left... no one to talk to... no one to approach. he is busy... have to wait n wait n wait.. wasting my time... yes... boss want me to print out and list down the work done and ask the person in charge to sign... easier for him to tag a price on... feels like a primary school student... have to report here and there... somehow $$ is not well spent here... haiz... feel so slooooow... no mood to eat... bun n coffee,location carpark to end my lunchtime..

tired... sad... hate this feeling... felt like a ball being thrown around...

miss girlgirl again... how i wish i'm with her in paradise now... its so meaningless staying alive in this stagnant world.

lonely.. i'm so lonely..... *sob*