still cant bring myself to commit....

think a lot... still cant convince myself to commit into a relationship... went to visit ah ma just now... she's so happy tat ah yang finally got married...i know she is hoping i'm next but no thanks... hehehe
... ah yang is the eldest among the cousins... follow by me, ah yan, xiaomei, my brother soonseng, bernard, ah wei, benny, ah zhen, my brother junwei, ah leng, ah long, melverick and ah girl ...

next is xiaomei and ah yan.... xiao mei engaged last year... got her flat 2 mths ago.. going to renovate the new home soon... we all kept rushing her to get married fast... hehe... ah yen is all ready to go... just tat her gf havent nod her head... lol...

me, ah soon, bernard, ah wei ah leng n ah long still not ready... even my youngest brother once had a gf... n ah zhen ditched 2 guys.... wahahah!!! the other 2 still underage... lol...

pleasures in life... a cup of good coffee, a good friend, a nice place to sit down n listen and smell the air of nature... the rides... tat is all i ask for... =]