AHHHH!!! dilemma

should i ?? should i not??
finally the bike is here... viewed it.. test rode it... seat a bit too high... couldnt reach the other side... but managed to do a nice uturn... tempted... got a matching helmet somemore... insurance cheaper than current ride... BUT... if i trade in my current ride. i will lose ard $2.5K... doing a reloan for 3yrs @ $241/mth....
should have betted on yesterdays race... $1000+ just flew pass my eyes... guess i have to be very hardworking to see if i got the chance to earn that beauty...

SHOULD I?