dun wish to accept the truth until i see her with my very own eyes.... lying motionless in the coffin, looking so aged and shrinked...almost cant recognise her... tears started to flow uncontrollably... i missed the last chance to visit her... to chat with her... to say once more goodbye... mum told me she asked for me last sunday... miss me a lot... but it was too late... i never get a chance to hold her hand and say i love u... my dearest aunt... Rest In Peace... god has ended your sufferings and lighted you to heaven with my love in your heart... thanks for all the love and care you have given me... you will always be in my heart... your greatest wish and my greatest regret... sorry for not calling you God mother.... Tomorrow... 23 Nov... our last journey together... your smiles, your laughters.... will be safely kept in my heart.. I love u always....