stressed week

lotz to do.. sometimes really dunno how to schedule my work... so damn pissed when my schedules got mixed up by boss agin n again n again... supposed to go client's place today n tomorrow... boss changed it... then new projects came in n need immediate attention.. posponed to thursday n friday... haiz... another client requested for a meeting tml... boss reschedule the date to friday instead... NEVER.. he never take our project on hand into considerations... only those new projects... need to show something then client will pay something... that's his priority... not say its wrong.. but we got projects hanging in our shelves collecting dust for a month n more becos of all these... how to find time to do? Work is never ending.. i agree with this... so i just do whatever i can for the day... at least i finish whatever planned for the day... dun dare to schedule for the week cos i'm sure its useless.... someone there sure mess it up again... so y bother... just hope tat clients start calling him up instead of me... so that boss knows our situation now....

been drinking a lot for the past few days before sleep... tired n sleepy.. but cant sleep... have to make myself drunk in order to get a good night's rest... almost half the bottle of vodka gone.. SKIOK!!! tsktsktsk... luckily at least now i dun have to sit up and do something funny when a sleep.... wahahaha...

miss BBB... nothing to see me to bed... no BBB to hug... *sob*