Follow your heart!! Believe in yourself, do what you feel best

we are here to learn lessons and the world is out teacher, your life is a perfect reflection of your beliefs, The moment you get too attached to things, people, money... you screw it up. When you fight life, life wins. I admit i almost screwed things up... cos i care too much... wanted all the best for my friend and sort of neglect her feelings... begin to let go and let her soar... happy for her.. she did it... All by herself... Till now.. i'm still unable to let go of $$$... paying installment is the last thing i want... imagine scrimping and saving every month just becos i have to pay for my bike... stressed... y not save without forcing yourself to miss your fav. movies... eat your fav. food... go on holidays with your best friends... u will still get your fav. bike... just that u get it later... I'm still injecting these thoughts in my brain... i dun need a bigger bike S4 is good enuff... i will only get a bigger bikey when i can afford it and i will not be stressed fearing that i might not be able to pay for the bike loan... go for rides... This is hard but i have to start somewhere... went to bike shops and view bike since i got my class 2 licence... HAYABUSA, STX, FAZER, R1, R6, GS DAKAR, CBR1000, ELECTRA GLIDE, NIGHTROD... people has been injecting temptations into my brain... asking me when i'm upgrading... keep selling the bikes to me... I WANTED TO!!! but i just cant force myself to slave for my rides for the next 3~7 years... i want to go for trips... i want to go track... i want to see the world... i dun want to restrict my dreams now becos i am STILL paying for the bike and not able to go becos i'm low in $$$$$
Earn now, pay later is always better than buy now, pay later... at least u dun feel that stress...

How do you love people? Just accept them, dont change them.. that's the true them... our mission in life is to change ourselves for the better... not change others to make yourselves feel better.... i love people who open up their thinkings to me... they are confident and do not care of what others think of them... i like those people... I admit i'm not really such a person for the start... i lack of self confidence... i used to feel so sad when people say i'm plump and so short, always see me wearing black tshirt n jeans... but i will always comfort myself by telling myself... how many people can do 50 situps in a minute? How many people can do flex-arm hang for 55secs? How many people can swim 45laps? Why make yourself so unhappy? slowly i began to share "myself" with others and notice that they dun really care how plump i am... they care who i am. From then i know "size doesnt matter"... i'm just taking things too hard...

every event has the potential to transform us, and disasters have the greatest potential to change our thinking... Act as if every event has a purpose and your life will have a purpose. I've change my life n thinking since i started hanging out with my bike friends... all from different backgrounds, different ages, different thinkings... It was like "WOW!!! how come i didnt think of it?? Can liddat meh?" etc... been keeping myself to this small area for like 24 years and a sudden exposure really changed me a lot... i'm used to be a 3 layered photoshop file.... now maybe say 10 layered and i'm still adding more in me. I believe i can handle bad circumstances better than before... because i learn from previous experiences..

Every person who walks into your life is a teacher... even if they drive you nuts, they teach you because they show you where your limits are. How true... I have a lot of teacher, my boss is one of them... always drives me crazy... OT, DEADLINES (not datelines) change our designs.. sometimes make it look so shitty (i admit sometimes it does looks better)... ppl will say "your boss is a creep, so sneaky, take u all for granted, make u all no life, Y u still work for him?" I told others "no choice lah, work place nearer and go work late he also wont gilibala much lah" in actual fact... i love the company... learn a lot from the bosses and the clients they brought to me... they drives me NUTS even more... but that is where i learn and test my limits... i dun have good temper... but i managed to control it whenever i can... i can still remember when i got so damn pissed and stress... i will go to the toilet and cry and punch the ceramic tiles.... a quick and painful way of destress n let out... no more now... i learn to accept it and take it as a lesson...although i still feel stress at times but at least i know i will learn something at the end of the day... When you get better, the game gets bigger...