is it my fault?

really cant stay home when he is ard... my fault?? give u $$$$ u think its little... i dun earn $10k per month... how to give u $3~$4k per mth... teach me please... already saving hard to take over yr load for the past few years... me n brother paying for all the household expenses while u work for yr hobbies... no enuff we give u and u still want to complain... crap... any fathers out there teach n keep asking their kids to invest in their gambling hobbies?? i have one here... SHIT!!!

gonna go out again... cant stay at home... any min he will start talking n introducing the horses to me and start asking me to invest.... argghh!!! where can i go? *sob*