I HATE 2nd Hand projects....

Just back from meeting... damn DL big time.. feel like crying but held my tears back... got sacastically "suan" by client for things i didnt commit... took over the job.. or i was so called the middle person for the project.. and now the project was thrown to me cos my colleague got someother projects to do and i have to do and clear all the shits.... Dun feel like talking then... i just quietly sat there looking alert n calm n listen to the "words"... 100% commitment??? i hope i can.. but looking at my timeline and the tons of work i have to do... Fuck lah!!! everyone want 100% commitment i no need to sleep no need to bathe no need to go home liao lah..... yes.. i dun use tat word... Sorry.. really got so pissed that i need to say tat work out...

time to get a sandbag... my head is heavy now... my heart is heavy now... feel like dying again... wahahahaha!!! I wonder how long more i can take this stress... feel like going out for a ride... a long ride... blasting music, sing loudly n cry to my hearts content... i need that..

clearing my work for the day.. n need a mc for the next 2 days...

*sayang razzy*