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reached early last night... very nervous... praying hard tat this will be a peaceful settlement... "someone" told me that "she" chose LC not becos "she" wanted to trash me infront of the public, she's meeting another person to collect some stuffs... in a way.. i felt better... saw shuyuan rode pass... "the time has come".. but no sign of her yet...

got kinda shock when "someone" ask my buddies if they are here to "see show" i quickly explained to her tat we are going for our rounding session after i settle "the problem"

waited till ard 1030pm... an sms came.. something happened.. she couldnt make it and ask me to look for the witness to verify my words.... called shuyuan.... he left after he saw her message tat something cropped up... i ask him did i made tat comment... he wasnt sure... its between me n her... we should settle ourselves. i thanked him and i felt relieved that its over... at least for now... sorry that i got him involved in this... SOrry....

sat for a little while longer then we decided to make a move for our rounding session..YEAH!!!! happyhappyhappy!!! been 3 weeks since we last rode together... and once again i "hollanded"... *spank razzy's backside* rode all the way to changi airport then to paris ris park... bought some munchies n drinks n "bubbles". Shared my stories, glad that my buddies gave fair feedback to this incident. Thank you!! *muackz*

left for the next stop: seletar dam... ride was good from PIE to TPL(SLE)... happy that sam is getting better and she's happy with her ride. Exit at Yishun, from mirror i can see them further n further away... after the bend... i cant find any of their headlights on my mirror.... got worried... me n jacq rode slower n slower and finally stopped by the side... my heart pumped faster n faster.... cant be taking tat long... we got worried... when i was about to get down from my bike to make a phone call... heard stef's horn... my heart drops back to its position....... *phew*
reach seletar dam... chitchatted for a while got myself my fav. icecream... and we left for home... felt so tired tat i can feel myself sinking into my bed and dozed off while typing my smses.... =P

i'm a happy panda!!!! ( ^-^ )...V

close to 2.5 more hrs to the talk... nervous....
got an msn from a not too close friend this morning asking me if i'm ok... told me dun take things too hard... "she's not worth" my anger... later in the evening... another friend msn me for my story after hearing "hers". I gladly shared my story and my feelings... felt better... didnt ask for the friend's verdict. dun want to know... should i take it as a "friend" thing or a "business" thing? i still dunno... anyway...
i felt "loved" by so many friends... be it close or not too close.... at least i know they care.

I know who my friends are... clearer n clearer since this incident started... will treasure them even more now.

TO ALL MY FRIENDS: LOVE U!!!